Gundam 00 - Gundam Meister

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LC's orientation

Well todae aint that bad. I get to stretch my muscles a bit by accompanying LC to her orientation. And my does she look tense to me. She actually did some breathing exercises before joining the queue. Haha comical. But ya maybe every first year has that feeling. I remember during the prep physics class i only started to look for frens becuz i remember i will have no one during the orientation. Poor LC, she is all alone. At least i got a few frens in tis course. After dropping her off is sianzation again. Walking around NYP like a souless body. Went to the Student Affairs Office to collect my lost wallet. At least this fella had some conscience left, he left me with thirty cents and most importantly, he didnt take her photo. Bloody idiotic admin officer with her stoopid verification method, actually asked me in front of some strangers what photo is in the wallet. Damn it make me so paiseh. Didnt think of her at first, but when i get back her photos from the wallet, it is another trip to lala land again. Sheesh, imagine stoning in the canteen for a hour plus thinking about her with her photo on my hand. Luckily LC's reply woke me up, or i will be stoning there till school closes.

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BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!!

Darn i m so damn bored at home! Nothing to do at home. How long can I be stuck with just computer games? I hate it when I have nothing to do, it makes me think of unhappy memories, especially her. Before the results were out, it wasnt that bad because I am fully occupied with worrying my academic results. Now that the results are out, my only worry left is just her. Haiz...when can I fully get her out of my mind and move on with life?

Took a loooonnnggg afternoon nap and had a very weird dream. I dreamt that one of my godsisters told me that her class lost in the floorball match and asked me why I am acting so hostile nowadays? Maybe this dream is trying to hint me something. I think it is trying to tell me that if I get too obessesed in thinking about her, I will start to draw myself away from my friends and my godsisters. Well I have always been putting a strong front in front of others, so I don't think it will affect my relationship with my friends and godsisters.

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Five years have passed

Didn't notice that I have already like her for almost five years. I remember the first time I saw her was on speech day, seeing a small but bold charismatic speaker on stage. I have fallen for since then. But so what if it is? Even if i had fallen for her ten years ago, it is pointless to talk about it. She act as if she doesnt know me now. Heartbroken. Worse of all, the change of her was almost frightening. She isnt the gentle and sweet girl that I once know. Well however she changes, I will still love her for who she is. Just hope my stubborness touched her heart and that the Lord answers my prayers.

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