Gundam 00 - Gundam Meister

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Hell week

This is going to be a hell week for me. Real rough one that I should be thankful to God if I am able to stay sane after these end. Tmr is the troubleshooting lab test plus marketing common test. When nite falls, I am already getting a little restless. Marketing and Troubleshooting are two different modules which doesnt click with each other, and I have difficulty studying both modules at the same time. Wads worse, I cant skip the EG2002 lecture tmr. Was intending to skip, but due to majority request, the lecturer decided to give us the important revision questions for the exams tmr. No extra time to study for marketing, I was wondering how am I suppose to survive. I would be grateful to the person who manage to persuade the lecturer to give us the revision some other time. But it looks like my classmates and everyone else wants me dead. And if didnt score above 30 upon 40%, I will definitely get mocked at cuz I heard some voices in the dark. I heard that I am only able to win someone who isnt tt good in English by 1 mark. Hello~ using English as an excuse is sure a lowdown excuse. If u tink ur English is not up to standard, den jolly well BUCK UP. Stop saying things like, "If it isnt for English, I wouldnt have faced any problems in this module." I didnt learned English well within a day, Rome isnt built within a day too. I come from a Chinese-speaking family. I graduated from a kindergarden which doesnt put much emphasis in English. So I suffered in my primary school. Classmates mocked me because of my poor English. There is nothing i can do but to buck up on my English. And you are like treating ur poor English like something so glorifying that you can just brush aside ur failure. A successful person isnt afraid to face his/her failures. And also, 无法取得胜利，无法完成拼图，只能算是失败者. Failing by one mark is considered a fail, failing badly is also a fail. The same goes to losing to someone by one mark, or twenty marks, u still lost to the person. So just keep quiet and admit defeat. He/she will not outshine u forever, there will be day where u can win him. If u cant admit defeat and continue to use all kinds of reason to cover it, den 4get abt winning. You will lose for life!

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Horrible truth of life

I passed the interview today. Should be able to start work on the 1st of March. The pay is quite appealing and I should be able to attend sunday services as usual, praise the Lord.

I remembered wad the ECOMS part time tutor said around two weeks ago, "Ladies just need to have the looks, but not men. Men need something else---> money/power. Have you ever seen a young woman around the age of twenty plus being together with a man much older than her? Its quite common now that no one dares say anything against it. With money, women will come to you." Although he is a abit too practical in thinking, but this is how degrading women can be nowadaes. I dun meant all, but how many of them is willing to go thru thick and thin with their partner? For once, I am totally against going into relationship. Who knows whether the girl u r after or ur current gf is true to u? No one knows. I am rather afraid of taking risks now, having taking some myself. So how is it compared to tt bitch saying that ALL GUYS are horny bastards? It isnt like all girls are all saints. And you think seductive clothings can make all men fall into temptation. Try wearing sth provocative and tempt mi on purpose, u will see wad happen to u. You will be so disgraced to even enter thru the door of ur own home.

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Interiew tmr

After facing serious problem with the internet connection for the whole of today, I finally realise that it is time for me to look for a part time job this holidaes. Judging from the situation, the probability of my father heeding my advice by changing the internet connection to Starhub Maxonline is almost 0%. So I intend to earn some cash to apply for Starhub Maxonline. I dun tink my parents will mind since I will be paying for all the installation fees. They would just have to worry abt the monthly costs of the service provider, which is lower than the current one. Plus, I will cover any disconnection costs from my prev.internet service provider, Pac Net. After the lecture tmr, I will be going to Poh Kim Videos Pte Ltd. HQ for an interview. Hope tis time it wun be like the Hang Ten case, asking me to go to work only when i go back to school.

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Rough day today.

Had a real rough day today. Two girls PS mi. Imagine bringing a birthday cake to school to celebrate a fren's birthday and the birthday girl didnt turn up. In addition to that, the fren whu is waiting for u at the mrt station chose to leave when she said she will wait for u. Its just not my dae. Plus LC lost her temper by asking me to go and die todae. I merely asked her to help me pass some CDs to her sister. She can just give me an excuse politely, her reply really hurts me alot. Been pushed around by girls since young, which includes my mum. If there is reallie the existence of Death Notes and I happened to pick up, I might end up being the next Kira. Thats what Alvin joked about this afternoon. The Kira who appeared later towards the end of the comic series had gone thru wad I had gone thru. That remark reallie hurt me, plus all the incidents which happened in the morning. I was totally moodless in doing the lab test which commences today. Plus the lab supervisor is a meanie who just refuse to help.

My heart hurts badly today after the lab test. I dunno why I felt that bad. To make things worse, I received a real hurting tag when I reached home. Someone told me to seriously slim down cuz its funnie to be a police with my size. Why? Why are people so biased against me? I have seen extremely obese people in the force and are also doing well. I am like only half of their size even though i am obese. Now, I have to say that there isnt any real villians in Death Note. If the other Kira didnt get bullied all the wae till university, if people wun look at him thru tinted glasses, I am sure he wun use the Death Note. I tried to be nice to people around me, but they sae things that bring me down. They repay my kindness with prejudism. Although I disagreed with Yagami Light all along, but I think that something that he said in Volume One was totally correct. "This world...is rotten..."

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moody

I dunno why, but i was pretty moody for the whole dae. Even knowing the fact that I got into my first choice specialisation doesnt reallie cheer mi up. I flipped open my maths textbook, hoping to study for tmr's quiz. But upon opening it, I slammed the book back with frustration. I had nv been so moody in my life before. Well, it is mixed feelings between the truth which she tells me on fridae and my SPF application. I sure hope I can pass tmr's quiz.

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Not taking me seriously?

I have a feeling tt this guy/gal/somewhere in between by the name of "haha" is nt taking the police report seriously. But since this person have the guts to use his own network provider instead of the school's network to spam, I think the police can close the case faster than anyone can imagine. To make things interesting, I am going down to the neighbourhood police post to report on this. Think that the police will not care about this? Think again. They have all the evidence in hand once i printed and pass them wad u have written on my tagboard. All they have to do is to check Starhub's database to see which user used tt particular IP address on tt particular time and dae. Multiple IP addresses can nv trick the police. If you think tt urs is not a crime...den see wad u have written:

haha. how fast do you run 2.4? like 20mins?
16 Jan 07 02:05218.212.232.229
haha ET PHONE HOME.
16 Jan 07 01:58218.212.232.229
haha wanna join the police? GO SLIM DOWN LA FAT PIG. your fingers are so FAT i dun think you can even squeeze the trigger of the GUN. HAHAHA!
16 Jan 07 01:58218.212.232.229

Lets see whu has the last laugh. I will be sniggering once ur ass is in jail. Till then, think of wae to convince mi to stop the police report. If you tink i am just joking, den see if u have any prison mates there. Give them a call and ask them to take care of u once u r in there. Save u the trouble of getting wallop in jail.

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Currently on the red zone.

Reviewing things that happened this whole week, I realised I am currently on the red zone. Nt tt I want it or sth, but it tells me that I have to buck up, especially for my EG2010-Electronic Communications which I failed badly. This coming wednesdae is Engineering Mathematics quiz 3. I certainly hope I will do well. So in order to tune up my concentration to 100%, I decided to stop the investigations on spammers temporary. If there is any spamming detected tmr, I will remove the tagboard from my blog until the exams are over. This to avoid unnecessary distraction in this period of time.

Also, I had made up my mind. I decided not to look for a relationship. I have already decided to adopt children in future instead of having my own. Why? Firstly is because I have been used by ladies/girls over and over again, until I have totally lost confidence in them. Secondly, I came across this blog owned by a girl one year my junior. Do you know what she wrote in her profile? "I think all guys are horny bastards." ALL GUYS? My, it does sounds offending enough if any guys read this. This is a reply to that bitch, if you know whose blog i m referring to, "Den guys think that all gals are blood suckers" If you think I judged gals wrongly, den i can tell u neither did you judged guys correctly.

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Case taken seriously

Weee~~~ spammers have striked again. But tis time they arent getting awae from tis easily. When I was signing on online with the police...i came across tis part called " lodging police report". Out of curiousity, i checked out the terms and conditions. Guess wad? Harassment is also legible for the filing of a police report. For my case, it is continuous harassment. I am definitely legible for filing. So i fill in the details and sent it right over. Little did i noe the reply was faster than my application. They told me that the police will take tis matter seriously. I wonder if they mean wad they sae. But since it is officially filed, i dun care if they mean wad they sae. If they fail 2 do their job, i will take on the case personally once i get into the force. The person in charge of the case is allowed to bring in people they suspect. Tt will be the dae i bring in the people i suspect all along. Justice will definitely prevail.

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Signed on with Police force

Yesterdae was the most dillemiac period of my life. I was hesitating whether to sign on with the police or not. It has alwaes been my dream from young to be a law enforcer. Since i cant be a lawyer, i can still choose to be a police officer. Both are law enforcing occupation. However, somethings held back my decisions. Not my parents, for i am sure their answer is no. I am acting on my own decisions nw. It is just tt if i were to sign on with the police, i have to make sure that i wun be tied down by ani relationships for five years. I want to make a name for myself within five years in the police force. So i dunnoe whether tis is gd news or bad news. She told mi she is officially with that guy now. So somehow another, it angered and greatly disappoint mi. I decided to sign on with the police, so as to not have ani further regrets in life. Application results will be out in approx. 1 month. I do hope it is successful.

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tired.

It is a damn freakin tired dae todae. Night class + waking up early tmr for lessons. Whoa I am darn giddy. But wadever it is, i have to endure. I still want to nurture orphans to acheive their own dreams..

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Rashness is the pathway to destruction.

Though I havnt finish reading the Death Note Manga, I went online to find out about how smart the two successors of L, Near and Mello are. Seriously after reading this, I found out that rashness is truely the pathway to destruction. Act rashly and you will commit more mistakes. Mello is a smart person. However, unlike L and Near, he is unable to control his emotions and always let his emotions get the best of him. In the end, he has to investigate on the Kira case as a criminal. A cool minded person is able to get things done if possible, done perfectly. Luckily up till now, I havnt reallie lost my cool in dealing with spammers. If i were to punch them right in their face, i would have lost to them and probably dirty my hands too. So I will continue to use the bone to lure the dogs out. With rational thinking, i will be able to throw them behind bars for harassment. Moreover, I am a step closer to nabbing the culprit who has been constantly spamming my blog. The investigation scope is now smaller. I know who they are, but I have no evidence to prove it. But justice alwaes prevail. When the time comes, their parents money will only drown them instead of saving them.

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Busy schedule..hell's coming.

School just reopened a few days ago, along with the secondary and JC students. I cant imagine that so many things are waiting for me to clear when I got back to school. This results in the abscence of postings for the past few daes. First of all, my atrocious results. Currently, I failed all passed none. By hook or by crook, I have to finish this complicated puzzle game within 1 month plus or I have to repeat this semester. Lab tests and quizzes are coming in full speed with great enthusiasm. I certainly have to pass these crappy stuffs in order to pull up some marks. Amist the busy schedule, I have to be equally active and enthusiastic in particpating my church services. I am under great stress after my baptism as the brothers and sisters of Christ which are around my age are watching me. Especially one named Raymond Wu. If I were to be absent due to busy schedule, he will tell everyone how unimportant Christ is to me compared to my studies. So I have no choice, participating in all Church activities, even if it affects my schoolwork. I dun 1 2 be malign for negligence of my own religon by my own brother of Christ. It is extreme humiliation.

As cornered and helpless as I may seem to look, I still want to fulfill my only ambition left. That is to nurture children to be the talent they want to be. In short, being the next Watari.

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