Gundam 00 - Gundam Meister

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similarities

Todae someone tt i didnt expect will approach mi approached mi todae. she pulled my bag and i tot she was trying to tell mi that my bag was unzipped. In the end, is i didnt hear her calling mi so she haf 2 resort to tis. Sorry qh. She asked mi abt "she who must not be named". I was shocked and asked her why. She told me that her frens and her saw "she who must not be named" in FJ, and her frens tinks tt "she who must not be named" looks like her, and asked whether is she her sister. She even asked mi if i can introduce her. Well i m sorry, i dunnoe if i m the rite person to do tt. Great similarities though. If both of u knows each other, i m sure both of u will get along well.

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you are your own partner

In the Microprocessor Lab now alone, so gt the privacy to blog. I didnt break inside, the lecturer didnt locked it properly. The moment i shook the door a little, the lock came undone. Was in sch at 8 2dae cuz some ppl just refuse to tell mi that the lesson at 8 is postpone to mondae. I have to drag tt stoopid digital clock with mi. I was intending to take back wad i posted yesterdae, but i changed my mind. In tis world, the only person u can trust is urself, and the only person whu can help u in the world is urself. See wad happened todae? Nobody bothered to tell mi abt the changes, nt even a phone call or a sms. GREAT classmates i haf, pathetic eh?

Called Ben to ask him wad time he is coming to sch. He told mi to call liqing or zhang jing as they r coming to practice EDA tools as there is a lab test next week. So i smsed liqing and waited for dem at the main gate. I thought "she whu must not be named" didnt haf ani classes todae as yesterdae was her nite class, i didnt expect to see her enter todae. Whats the use? I can see that she reallie detests and hates mi to the core. Shld be safe to write as i tink she has long given up on reading my pathetic blog. She enter and was intending to walk at the direction which i was sitting. But the moment she saw mi, she turned awae immediately and took another route. I was so distraught and disappointed. Two sad cases in the morning. One is being left out by my own module group, second being shunned by someone i like. In the end, after all tis, a new phrase came into my mind, "You are your partner". Staying single isnt bad afterall, the only person u haf 2 reallie care for is urself. You wun get hurt as u will never hurt urself. From tis dae onwards, i trust only myself and God.

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EG2046 cleared

Today is EG2046-Introduction to Entrepuenuership last lesson cum ICA 3 which is the final presentation. Bother...i just hate presentations. Looking at the audience give mi stage frights. Overall, it was okie. Not as good as my comm skills presentation, but at least tis is the first time i made the audience laugh. I simply dun like the lecturer, he toks too much. Luckily he didnt asked too many idiotic questions or WHAM!, one punch across his face. I dun like ppl whu stops mi in acheiving my goals, they will pay dearly for tt. In the afternoon, there is a EG2098-Industrial Electronics and Control quiz in the lecture hall. Well it turn out to be a lame quiz cuz i tink the whole lecture hall is going 2 haf the same answers. All my lecture mates are sharing answers so obviously. e.g when the answer is D, "eh dota dota" or B "boy boy boy". Lolx make mi laugh like mad.

After all tis experiences i had in life, i come up with a conclusion. U cant count on anione in tis world to help u. And i said in tis world as God doesnt belong to tis world, He is the Creator not the creation. So as i was saying, u cant count on anione in tis world to help u, no one. In the end, the only person whu can hlp u is urself. U haf the last say in ur actions. There are frens whu help yes, but still...the final decision lies in u. Plus in tis era, u cant reallie trust anione, not even ur frens, not even ur family. Your son might kill u for money or power. Your frens might betray u. But there is someone whu will never betray u on Earth, and tt is yourself. Besides God, the only person u can trust is urself. Frens can leave u for no particular reason. See Alvin? Whats his reason for leaving mi? Oh becuz i havnt grow up since first sem. That is not an excuse. Why not just say tt he is tired of mi following him around. Being nice to ppl aint going 2 give u anithing good in return. But Christians have to help ppl in need, so i haf no other choice. However, i will not trust anione fully except myself.

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Comm skills cleared!

Finally, EG2157-Communication Skills 2 is cleared. Everyone is frantically opening books and notes to do some last minute referring. Fortunetly, i did some backup revision the day before, so i did not panic tt much. He is damn arrogant todae, i was damn pissed off. Claims that he noes everything. Dun make mi hear tt again, i will condemn u more u idiot.

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good luck for tmr's papers

Good luck to all taking EG2157- Communication Skills 2 tmr. Jiayou jiayou jiayou!

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Saiyuki craze again.

Started to watch Gensomaden Saiyuki all over again. Gosh tis anime is so super nice, much better than Naruto. A mixed up Journey to the West story by some Japanese artist. A monk whu has long blonde hair and smokes, the monkey whu is childish and alwaes complaining that he is hungry, pigsy whu is alwaes the mediator and the peace keeper of the group and sandy whu is a womanizer and a trouble maker. Best of all is that all three resembles the image of cool guys instead of the half animal which we see in Journey to the West. These people fight for no one except themselves an

d has strong self determination. Though i haf alwaes been a fan of Sun Wukong in Journey to the West, in this anime i like the monk Sanzang(Genjyo Sanzo) the best. I haf alwaes hated the monk in the Journey to the West series as he is useless and alwaes the person whu gets caught. But tis Sanzo is so cool and he noes hw to protect himself. I like the wae he shoots, so cool. He reallie noes how to handle the pistol. And the wae he smokes is so cool. I know i shouldnt be saying this as smoking should be stroungly discourage but it is SO COOL! GENJYO SANZO ROX!

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end of times is definitely drawing near

Yesterdae attended all lessons until night class. Was intending to stay all the wae cuz i was afraid of failing. But in the end, Kenneth made me left halfwae thru the tutorials. Why? Let me fill all of u in.

I came in kind of late for the lessons, at around 7:48 when the class suppose to start at 7:40. At that point of time, i was reallie troubled with all sorts of things. Ppl who read my blog everyday should know what i m troubling about. First it was the friendship between alvin and me. Being friends for two sems in the end we turn out like strangers. Things aint improving so i was kind of troubled by that, though not so much now. Secondly was becuz of my modules, i am not doing well in any of dem, besides my comm skills and it is only worth 2 credit points. Though now i m starting to understand dem, i m afraid it might be too late to understand fully before the exams. Last but not least, my relationship problem as alwaes. After last week's meeting, i m reallie not sure about hw she feel at tt pt of time. There isnt a single clue on her blog, and there isnt a single tag from her on my tagboard. She left mi clueless and i m like wandering around aimlessly. Kenneth shld noe i m facing many problems and if i accidentally flared up, just tell mi nicely and i will gladly apologise. But wad did he do? As naive as alwaes, when he asked the teacher if there is any lab test for EG2098, i tot he was just joking. So i scolded him and u noe wad he did, he cursed mi in front of everyone in class, making mi lose my pride. At first, i reallie dun understand why he must do that. Den after a while it hits mi, Josephine is just next to him. Why didnt i tink of tt earlier? He wants to show off how MAN he is in front of josephine by making mi a part of his act. If i were Josephine, it will only make mi want to PUKE by seeing hw he makes fun of others. I am not the only one, Bo Yao is another one whu is alwaes bullied by him. I initially tot he was in a bad mood, so i didnt sae anithing. After a while, he made a stupid remark to the teacher and someone cursed him. He didnt shout at him like what he did just now, he LAUGHED with him. I was so pissed of with his prejudism that i wrote a note stating hw he treats others and left the class. Cant stand tis kind of ppl. I hlped him when he is in need and this is how he treats mi in return. Dun ask mi for help animore, i will never hlp u again.

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My favourite hymn

AS THE DEER

[VERSE ONE]
As the deer pants for the water
So my soul longs after you
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship you

[CHORUS]
You alone are my strength, my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship you

[VERSE TWO]
You're my friend and You are my brother
Even though You are a King
I love You more than any other
So much more than anything

[VERSE THREE]
I want You more than gold or silver
Only You can satisfy
You alone are the real joy-giver
And the apple of my eye

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facing reality

Decided to meet her once and for all. Was intending to meet her on tuesday..but we couldnt get to meet. Yesterdae, i saw her at the main entrance..but the stuff is still in my jie's locker..so still didnt pass 2 her. Today, I meet her outside macs. I intending to pass her inside, but all her frens r there. Dun 1 2 put her in a difficult spot, and also i dun 1 2 be mocked at. So i asked her to meet mi outside macs. The moment she came out, i straight awae handed her the stuff. When she asked mi wad is the stuff for, i just walked away. Gosh i dunnoe wad the hell m i doing or thinking. I tink i was afraid of her. Or rather, i was afraid she will give mi a tight slap across the face when she sees wads the stuff all abt. Although i would sacrifice anithing, including my pride for her, it is just not worth dirtying her hands by slapping someone like mi. So, i chose to walk awae.

I am reallie sorry. It takes a great deal of courage to hand these all to u. I told u in the letter that i have decided to stop interferring in ur life and everything...so i m surrending all these to u. I m truly sorry. Hate mi all u 1...i will understand.

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so near yet so far..

Cant believe I saw her again today, right at the fountain next to the main gate. Was walking with jie and ben to school todae initially. All of a sudden, my legs seemed to be moving on its own, and I walked so fast throwing ah jie and ben few meters back. The most weirdest thing of all is i took the right wing of the main gate instead of the left wing which i normally will take. And there, i saw my angel sitting at the fountain. With the waters dancing merrily in the fountain, she looks like a princess in paradise. I was only a few meters awae from her, but she seems so far away. I am sure i have lots of things to sae to her...but when i see her, i just dunnoe wad to sae! It is real frustrating. There she is sitting down there without anibody around her, and I just cant sae a word of hi or start a conversation with her. Wad the hell am i doing? I alwaes complain tt it is veri difficult to haf a good word with her as she is alwaes surrounded by her frens, but she isnt with anione todae! Why didnt i took the initiative to TALK TO HER??? Gosh somebody pls stab mi and see whether i m bleeding, i need to prove that i m still sane and alive.

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past memories..

Pass by Bartley on the wae to school. Saw some kids running at the back of the school, near the soccer field. I assume is their PE lessons as i used to run the same route last time. Some started walking after a while. Kind of remind mi of myself. We alwaes run in a grp and started walking when the PE teacher is not looking. Haha, kind of miss those daes, life is much more carefree. No such thing as lack of self confidence, we are alwaes full of confidence and energy as we are still young and naive.

dun tink i dunno whu tagged, i have authorities to check IP addresses. It is either ur parents being handed over to the authorities OR you identify urself now. Rest assured that i will deleted tt post and cleanly forget abt the matter. Or ur parents have to pay for ur wrongdoings, will ur conscience be clear? Think before u act pls.

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after a long time..

Went to school with Ben todae. Gosh i m starting to feel tt i m drifting from A3 to A5, i m alwaes with A5 now. Wadever notes i acquire, i didnt bother to print it to my class. I printed it instead to the whole of A5. One veri impt point is well...the class rep of A3, arrogant as he is alwaes. I dun reallie want to sae tt, but he forced mi too. What was his reason for ignoring mi? It is because i will never grow up. Did u grow up? No i m afraid not. 25 years of ur life are just wasted. Come on can frens be judge tis wae? You have to accept the faults and shortcomings of ur fren. Dun tell mi u r a perfect person and nv make a mistake in life, i told u before i wun buy tt. It takes time for ppl to change. Dun be so self centered alwaes pls, it is starting to bother mi.

Saw her at macs todae. Well...it was kind of intentional reallie. It is like i noe she is at macs and i went there. But i didnt sae hi, no guts as usual. I looked at her from afar. The scene wasnt tt beautiful but the main character is. My feelings turned relaxed, and suddenly, i seem to 4got tt i was pissed with A3's class rep's attitude. Though i got hurt in the process of my courtship, i still tink i m thankful to her as she is a beautiful chapter of my life, filled it up with colours. I will still choose her even if time is to turn back: I will still choose her even though it is obvious she will reject mi.

Part of growing up is to make ur own decision and live with the consequences. If time were to turn back, i will still choose to live with the consequences.

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presentation finally over..

Phew..the presentation is finally over. Gosh was panicking the whole dae. Well...not exactly the whole dae..cuz in the morning, i tot our grp wun be so lucky to be the first to present. Afternoon came fast. I didnt get to see the drawing of lots as Mr Puru asked mi sincerely to print some worksheets for the whole class, so i went down to the photocopy shop to print 22 copies of the same document. When i came back, Bo Yao told me: "Good news..we r presenting todae." Oh Boyao stop being sacarstic...u noe i m not ready, tis isnt some good news to me. I tot I was going 2 screw up the whole presentation, shivering before i even present. Peiling's group was first and gosh, was Mr Puru pissed with their presentation. I tot, "Oh no, we have been chosen to present in the wrong dae, he is definitely going 2 eat up our marks!" However, the presentation went on well, we had a gd start, thanks to Alvin. He did a great job introducing the members and our content. Den it was my turn, still shivering...but much more less than when i was still at my seat. At least nobody thinks that I m nervous. Just the same old problem, monosyllabic. Oh come on, though i m a fan of jay chou, i m not him, so dun use the word monosyllabic on mi. I tink i did fairly well, much better than when i first present two sems ago..which was totally screwed up. Den it was Chiu Yen. Chiu Yen giving me a pleasant surprise by starting off well with a few humourous jokes. Nam Heng got a shock when his name was mentioned lolx. She even borrowed Shairul a.k.a Tony Ja's handphone to demonstrate Bluetooth file transfer. Finally, after a long wait, the most charismatic speaker of our whole team, Ng Bo Yao a.k.a Andy Lau. As usual, he has a strong attention getter. When Alvin was introducing him to the class, he raised his hands and waved at the class, making the whole class laugh. When the whole class clapped their hands to welcome him, he waved again lolx. Mr Puru's comments was great: " You guys has certainly made my dae by coming up with such a splendid presentation." Gosh i was so happie...i didnt expect all tis. With that, i would like to express my deepest graditute and thanks to my team members, especially bo yao for making tis presentation a successful 1. Thanks guys!
Still have to wear formal next week. But haha, we will just be watching. So i tink i will 1 2 dress like ryosuke nxt fridae. Dark blue shirt and light brown pants, tts wad he wore in the anime series. The White Comet of Akagi, Takahashi Ryosuke awakens!

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The Ring of Courage and the Pin of Honour

Went to Anime Connections(Woodlands branch) to get myself two Final Fantasy VII Advent Children merchandise. One is the Lion head ring which Cloud has and a Shinra collar pin which Reno has. Although Reno fights like an idiot in the show, but he fought with honour and I reallie admire this perserverance while fighting. With these two items with me, I somehow feel my courage boosting and my confidence level raised for tmr's presentation. I hereby declare the Lion Head Ring as the " Ring of Courage" and the Shinra collar pin as the "Pin of Honour". Both are my priceless items...and i will not give it awae. Gonna get myself the FF7 Advent Children Zippo Lighter. Although i dun need a lighter for i dun smoke, but Zippo lighter from wad i heard from my dad represents power and position. Hehe, so i gonna get myself one.

My "Ring of Courage"

My "Pin of Honour"

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jitters..

Fridae is the presentation...or maybe not. See heng suay..the drawing of lots. If my grp kena nxt week...den next week den present lor. But i tink quickly settle tis week bah..i need time to study for exam liao. I dun 1 2 repeat in second year, its crazie. Wah damn busy ar!!

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drop drop and still dropping

Everything is dropping. My weight, and sad to sae, my results. I havnt pass 1 module yet, DAMN! Must be busy trying to settle my stoopid frenship problem, mood isnt there even when i m studying. And the person whu caused mi to be thinking of so many stoopid problems passed everything. I m starting to tink tt tis is all a set up. Is it becuz he doesnt want me to win him in the common test tts why he started doing tis kinda things? Well tts a real lowdown thing to do. I was so fired up yesterdae, keep repeating the fact tt he passes despite many ppl failing. I consulted Ben and Thomas yesterdae, and they agreed to give me secret training for all my modules. Even irritating Liqing wanted to help with my Maths, i m so grateful to dem. They sae they cant guarantee that i might win him tis sem...but at least he will noe tt i m not a pushover or a small fry when it comes to academic studies. To win him, next sem will be the time. And I tot Ben will be the first fren to haf a big conflict with mi, cuz he is still young..so his mature level might not have reach the point to act rationally. In the end it is Alvin, the eldest among all to think irrationally. Ben laughed and said, "If someone treats me well, i will treat him well. If someone mistreats mi, i will show him how izit to be mistreated. Conflicts are nth to me. As long as you dun start the quarrel, i will not quarrel." Heard that? Its not words that come out from a 25 year old, its words that come out from a 19 year old. Shouldnt u be ashamed of urself? I have been following u around for like 2 and a half sem. Just one word and I m there. Wad else do u want for mi? During ur smoke breaks, have i ever said no when u asked mi to accompany u, have i? When u want someone to accompany u to Bugis to buy ur bag, did i rejected? I came down early even. When u asked for project meetings, have i been absent for anione of dem? What abt ur secrets, have i ever leaked ani of ur secrets out? 4get it, i feel so guilty not doing all tis with Ben. I alwaes PS him becuz of u, cuz i tot u will make a better fren. It looks like i m wrong to tink of tt.

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wah damn vulgar

Came home so late after nite class todae. Reached home at around 11:20 plus. Tot got sth nice to see on the net; ppl's blog. In the end when i went to steph's blog...wah kao damn scary. Vulgarities everywhere...dunno whu she referring to...whu ever see liao will feel veri uncomfortable. Only the one she is referring to will get dulan. CCB everywhere leh in her blog, i see liao laso tio stunned. Girl leh..curse until worse than kenneth curse in class lolx. Heng she block mi...wah i scared i get involve in some stoopid gang fights then jia lat. Although veri sad at first lar...but now tink abt it..damn lucky lor. xiaosam didnt return my sms...i tink becuz of her sore eyes bah..xiaomei take care of ur eyes k? G2g sleep le...wah damn sian see the blog like see ghost like tt. Scary...creepy...eeks...

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tis is good..

Another webtickle quiz results

Darren, you find love in a Secret Crush

You love the crush. It's that simple. Butterflies in the stomach, blushing when they walk in the room, coming up with plausible excuses to talk to them — it's the whole fantasy that appeals to you. Maybe you like having a secret and admiring someone from afar, or perhaps you're just shy when it comes to matters of the heart. But underneath all the cloak and dagger stuff, we wouldn't be surprised if there's a passion for all things mushy and gushy. Maybe that's part of your secret too.

In or out of a relationship, you like the idea of the ideal. That's what can make it so hard to take the first step to make a crush something more — you don't want to burst that bubble. But how do you know what will happen if you don't try? Maybe some secrets aren't supposed to stay that way.

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great sermon todae

Went to Church as usual todae. Todae's sermon is by Dr Tang Wee Kee. Usually his sermon isnt tt influential, but todae's one is different. It is very influential. I remember one phrase from him which is so powerful:

"No sin in the world is worse than not confessing tt u have sinned."

He is actually talking about King David. He snatched someone else's wife and killed the husband. However, he made a prayer which goes like this:

"Have mercy oupon me, O God,
According to Your lovingkindness;
According to the multitude of Your tender mercies
Blot out my transgressions
Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity
And cleanse me from my sin

For I acknowledge my transgressions,
And my sin is always before me.

Against You, You only, have I sinned,
And done this evil in Your sight--
That You may be found just when You speak,
And blameless when You judge

Behold I was brought forth in iniquity
And in sin my mother conceived me

Behold, Your desire truth in the inward parts,
And in the hidden part You will make me to know wisdom

Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;
Wash me, and I shall be white than snow

Mae me hear joy and gladness,
That is bones You have broken may rejoice.

Hide Your face from my sins
And blot out all my iniquities

Create in me a clean heart, O God,
And renew a steadfast spirit within me.

Do not cast me away from Your presence,
And do not take Your Holy Spirit from me.

Restore to me the joy of your Salvation,
And uphold me by Your generous Spirit.

Then I will teach transgressors Your ways,
And sinners shall be converted to You

Deliver me from the guild of bloodshed O God,
The God of my Salvation,
And my tongue shall sing aloud Your righteousness

O Lord, open my lips
And my mouth shall show forth Your praise.

For You do not desire sacrifice, or else I would give it;
You do not delight inh burnt offering

The sacrificies of God are a broken spirit,
A broken and contrite heart---
These, O God, You will not despise

Do good in Your good pleasure to Zion;
Build the walls of Jerusalem.

Then You shall be pleased with the sacrifices of righteousness,
With burnt offering and whole burnt offering;
Then they shall offer bulls in Your altar."

Psalm 51-- A Psalm of David when Nathan the prophet went to him, after he had gone in to Bathsheba

David chose to face God instead of running awae when he committed a sin. God detests anione who run awae from their sins. God wants us to confess and face Him when we sinned, so that He might cleanse us for the sake of our Saviour Lord Jesus Christ

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why cant there be world peace?

i hope wadever mr puru taught us todae remind u of us. Dun always blame me for any faults in the project, all of us want to do well for the project. All of us want to succeed, so dun condemn me by saying i want to get things done. Dun everyone wants to get things done? Sure i might be hasty when i m doing sth, but why not give me time to change. Dun u haf faults tt u want to change too? Dun tell me u r perfect and u dun haf to change anithing. No one will buy that. Lets end this and continue our frenship. Frenship isnt something that could be wreck by some academic project stuff, cuz not even the strongest wind or rain can destroy it. Thats what we called true frenship. Think about it...i dun want this cold war to continue ani longer. Dun u feel awkward? If u do not, den i reallie gt nth to sae.

Why cant there be world peace? Why must there be hatred between ppl? Life is so short, so why not make things easier for everyone? U hate someone, and u 1 2 anger him or provoke him. You want to insult him whenever you can. In this way, he will gets angry and maybe it will make his or her life shorter. But think again, dun u tink u r also shortening ur own life. If there is hatred within you, what do you think your mood will be like? Angry isnt it? If anger can shorten one's life, arent you shortening ur own? Why not everyone bury the hatchet and be friends? Wouldnt this world be a better place to live in? Hatred is what caused the world to be in such a sorry state. Condemning of one person can cause him/her to commit senseless crime or to have juvenille behaviour. Why not try to look at the good points of a person instead of alwaes looking at his or her faults. Take this as an example:

You found a rotten apple in a basket. If you threw it awae, that apple will become useless and inedible. BUT..if u remove the rotten part of the apple, the apple will still be edible.

So try looking at the good points of others instead of pointing their faults all the time. Make this a better world and better place to live in.

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just complimented that you are a veri nice and friendly person, and u haf to block mi? Pls u r alreadi 15 tis year, use ur brain and tink before u act..

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I wonder if tis is true:

I wonder if tis is true:

"Chinese NBA star Yao Ming will make a cameo appearance in an upcoming basketball-themed movie, also featuring Taiwanese pop star Jay Chou and South Korean singer BoA, a news report said Thursday.

The Houston Rockets centre will spend a day filming for the Chinese-language film. Its title translates as Dunk, the Xinxi Shibao newspaper was told by the film's Taiwanese producer, Wu Dun.

Chou, one of Chinese pop's biggest stars, will have the lead role, and his South Korean counterpart BoA, has also signed on, the report said.

The report said Chou's lead character is a kung fu fighter turned basketball player.

Chou has been developing his film career, appearing in the Japanese comic book-inspired film, Initial D, and is currently filming famed Chinese director Zhang Yimou's Curse of the Golden Flower.

The report also said the budget of Dunk is estimated at $10 million US and that filming will take place in Taiwan and possibly China."

If it is, tis is definitely a show worth watching..

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sorry for the changing of tagboard.

Due to the harassment of some lowdown cad, i have deleted my old tagboard and switch it with a new one. If i remember my old tagboard account, i would haf just deleted his post. But the problem is i cant remember it. So I have no choice but to delete it. Sorry guys, have to trouble all of u to tag again.

Couldnt resist the temptation to see her blog todae. Its been a long time since i last see it. Well it seems "she whu must not be named" is doing quite fine, grown a little chubbier than before but its okie, just want to see her living her life well. Even if she doesnt, there is nth she can do. She wants me OUT of her life didnt she? I m going 2 feel empty without a mate in future but...i tink i can control it. Guess i haf to wait till 35 years old before i can apply for a new flat.(PS: only singletons aged 35 years and above can apply for a flat). Ben sae i will be the nxt guy from the Bachelors Four to get out of my single life. I dun tink so..might be raymond or weixiang, they have no baggage tt they cant afford to put down. I have, and this baggage sure is hurting mi. I got a conclusion abt love:

"No matter how much u commit in love, some ppl doesnt care. In the end, u r the only person whu is going to get hurt. The person whom u like dun even care whether u r hurt or not when he/she reject u. He/she just want u out of their lives."

Sounds unfeeling and unreal? Nahz it isnt. It is the life i m living, tts why i m able to come out with tis conclusion. Love might turn out to be a paradise or a TRAGEDY.

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
tis is nt asking mi to wake up and learn..tis is called being petty

cant believe he blocked mi in MSN. Last semester, i can understand why he ignored mi for a week, cuz i was in the wrong by showing my temper over trivial matters. It is okie even if he wants to ignore mi for a month. But tis time is just over some stupid report that he has to play cold war with mi for 3 weeks. Can you believe it? I even went to find a blogskin which i tink he will like and went to edit the codes. And u noe wad he did? He DELETED his blog! WTF, wads wrong with u? Severing frenship ties over a stupid project? Since u want to go up to tis pt, den i dun mind telling u wad others tink of u. Boyao tinks u wants to win in everything. Its alwaes others in fault and not u. U tink Boyao is scared of u? He is nt scared of u..he is just being tolerant with ur rants and nonsense. Forget it..hate mi all u want. Cant believe u r such a person. I guess boyao's testi is nt true at all. U bear grudges..and dun forget dem. Moreover..I didnt do something tt bad tt u haf to forgo our frenship. Guess u just dunnoe the importance of frenship..no pt explaining it here.

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
tis is the pathetic world and environment i m living in

I have parents whu doesnt trust me...

I have a family whu tinks i can never bring them honour

I have a close fren whu despises mi, no matter hw i try to please him.

I like a girl whu hates mi more than ani guy on earth.

I truly fell in luv with a girl for four years...yet she doesnt appreciate it

I have godsisters whu doesnt seem to appreaciate the care and concern i gave dem.

I have dreams which i cant fulfil due to my parents unwillingless to nurture.

I studied hard for my exams in my tertiary exams but to no avail

Now..i m all alone. Pathetic eh? Laugh all u want "person whu HATES U!", i noe u r real happie to see mi in such a sorry state u saddistic idiot.

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