`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Somethings just have no answer...
I just went to her friendster profile to recall what did I write as a comment a few weeks ago. To my surprise, the comment is gone. Get it? Gone! Must have deleted it because if I deleted it, I would have known. Actually I should have known tt would be her response. Pretty obvious aint it? I have tried adding her in facebook not once, not twice, but every single time. I wonder why I m just so naive and dumb to keep adding when she is rejecting it every single time she log in. Every now and then, I even smsed her to see hws she is doing, despite knowing that she NEVER replied unless she is in a good mood.
I really missed the old times, whereby she will just reprimand me or say sth that humiliates me infront of her frens or mine even. At least I know that I am still within her view of existence. Now? It is as if I don't even exist in this world. Sometimes, I wish I would enter SAF and never live to come back. So curious to know how would she feel, although I know how exactly she will feel. In her heart and mind, I am meant to be forgotten and treat as a non-existent. The questions is why? Somethings just have no answer, aint it?
Had a colleague who knew my old primary school frens, Chern Haw and Samantha See. I am so disappointed and at the same time pissed about how they remember me. My colleague(shant sae who or she would be in a difficult spot) told me that she met the both of them last week and asked them whether they still rmbr me. Samantha couldnt remember, but Chern Haw did. There are many ways to refresh Samantha's memory, but Chern Haw chose to bloody remind her about how I cheated in the Mathematics Preliminary Exams in Primary 6. We were all childish and naive tt time, why must you dig up those past? Did I like tell the whole world wad delinquent acts you were capable of when u were in sec 3? Forget it, frens who remember more of your demerits than your merits, they are more common than finding ants in an open jar of sugar. I can forgive him, but I cant bring myself to recognized such frens.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me
