Gundam 00 - Gundam Meister

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Please cheer up

Second day of IAP, boss is still as nice as ever. He even offered to change my monitor into a LCD Widescreen Monitor, a DVD Dual Layer burner and hard disk. Today, he explained whatever he did. Though it doesnt concerns me, at least he is teaching me sth.

Saw her blog again. I dunno when I will ever stop doing that. I think even if someone tie and bound me up, I will still find a way to find out all about whats going on with her life. Why is she so sad and moody? All these questions kept racing in my mind. Cheer up will u?

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
First day of Industrial Attachement Program

Today is my first day at the Industrial Attachment Program over @ GKL Associates in Katong Shopping Centre. I am very satisfied with my job scope and everything. My boss is a total saint, a very nice and understanding boss who understands the pains of a student. He even asked me about my future plans and gave me some useful suggestions on what kind of path to take for a smoother ride to a better future, what more can I ask out of a good boss? Totally a blessing given to me by the Almighty God of all. Praise His goodness and uncountable blessings, Amen!

Well, I wasnt totally happy yeah. Yes IAP was a nice exp, I had a good start, a good boss and a reasonable allowance from the company. But relationship wise, it hasnt been smooth. She has been fighting her illness these few daes and on top of that, alot of thoughts is in her mind. I wish to share it with her, but does she allow me to do so? Apparantly not~ O Lord, please be with her and heal her body, soul and mind with Your Almighty Hands. I just want her to live a happy and healthy life.

I am not asking for her hands as she strongly refused it. Sigh~maybe I m just not who she wants or who she prayed for...or is she? Only He can answer.

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Beach strolling

Went beach strolling in the afternoon today. Yeah its the public holidae and the beach would be very crowded, so why go? Well...it beats lying down at home, having too much in mind.

Strolling in the beach didnt reallie make me feel better emotionally either. Seeing so many couples holding hands lovingly, I looked at myself and my hands; I am still holding on to air. I know, ppl have been telling me this, you have to fight for your love. However, I think otherwise. Love isnt superficial, it is something more than that. Having the special someone in your heart always beats forcing them to be with u. I know she doesnt like me. Unless I touched her, or I will never force her to be with me. She doesnt seemed touched till now, so i tink i will be staying single till death. Up till now, I have been trying to woo different girls. But after a while, I dun feel the pt wooing them, as my heart isnt reallie with them. Merely wooing to forcefully push her out of memories and move on. It isnt a good feeling, nor is it fair to those girls.

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Stressful period

Apologies for not blogging this period of time, my mood was in the slumps lately.

Jay Chou's new album came out yesterday. Wasnt reallie satisfied with it, although there are a couple of songs which happens to cover up my dissatisfaction.

Recently bought her birthday present, a billabong jacket. Even asked Yuehe jie to follow me to Isetan to try it out as she shares the same physique as her. Charlotte manage to pass it to her successfully within one day. Thanks Charlotte, you are a real efficient one. Received her sms in the middle of the night, asking whats the present for. Well, it was actually for her birthday next year. I know its still far too long to even talk about it. However, I will be serving NS next year, schedule will be rather unpredictable, so I'll gave it to her now. I called her home to ask her whether the jacket fits her; tried calling her hp earlier on but she didnt pick up due to handphone faults i tink. She said she haven opened it up yet. Her word of thanks was so sincere that it really warms my heart. At least sacrificing 2 months of lunch money is worth it.

However, Yuehe jie was asking me whether it is worth it. She told me that I look like a faithful idiot to everyone now as she doesnt even like me or rather, she doesnt even care. Well...I really dunno...i feel tis responsibility been pressed on my shoulder. Since when she's sec 1, I have alwaes tot she is the right one for me. I couldnt get out of it now, only to press on. I wun expect me to like me in return though...it would be a miracle and a great blessings from the Lord. It is almost impossible. However, she will never leave the walls of my heart. Definitely

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