Gundam 00 - Gundam Meister

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Dun do senseless things

Heard of the death threats by anime fans to the head of Odex firm, Mr Sing. Well some comments are necessary as he should know some are not financially able to pay up. However, a death threat is too much. Why do L and Near hate Light's doings so much? That is not the way to deal against sinful people. We are partially wrong too by downloading their licensed animes. They are wrong in a sense that they didnt give any warnings to first time offenders. Their so called "first warning" is a $3000-$5000 to close the case, no difference from a corrupted police officer. I believe they should give us offenders a warning and not bringing up old scores. However, death threats will anger them further and they will take this chance to slap us with heavier fines. Just calm down and see what happen. At most, we will parallel import from other countries and not buy from them in future.

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Completely Lost

Just came back from some sport activities with some of my church members. Muscles are kind of tense, but it was quite ok. Played basketball and badminton. I must say playing badminton with my church members allow me to play seriously. I remember kept missing the shuttlecock when I was suppose to serve. Ping Yong, Swee Tiong and Han marked me as the black sheep. Teaming up with me is like a sacrifice to them, wondering if I made frens with the correct people. I really thought I lost touch with badminton and I am more like a hindrance than a help in the team. However, my church members proved me wrong. The members who played with me today are formal national representatives, and I happen to help my team win. I never missed a single shot when serving today. Whats worse, I used a badly damaged handle badminton racket, one which is worse than the one I used when I played with my classmates. I realised that man cant determine the man you will be, only God can do it. Because He created us, He knows whats good for us and He bless us with different abilities and talents.

I thought I have forgotten about the SMSes she sent me last night. I am sure I forgotten about it for a moment when I was with my Church members today. However, I received another sms from her when I got home. She asked me what was the rumour that my fren spread amongst themselves when she was walking with her guy classmate. I dunno how I felt when I saw that SMS. Up till now, I see couples facing ordeals and tribulations to get together. Although it is sad to see them facing these tribulations, I was hoping I will be able to face it to. Some may say, "Arent you facing it right now?" All along, I have been facing it alone. It was a one sided love always, ALWAYS. If the girl whom I like reallie likes me in return, and we faced the tribulations and ordeals together, I would feel more bless.

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Already knew it...u r too late fool

Look at that! I knew someone is going to bet on my failure for NAPFA. But u r too late fool. If you were to leave the comment earlier, it might work. However, I already knew that I am going to fail. Whats more, I didnt intend to pass it yesterday. I was forced to take tt test becuz my mentor is pestering me to take it. So dog, go bark somewhere else will u? This is not SPCA, we dun take in stray dogs.

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
NAPFA test tmr

I will be having my NAPFA tmr. Dang, I am basically just going there to fail. If not for the school's funny standard of requiring participation of NAPFA in order to pass National Education, I wun even dare to take NAPFA this semester. I guess I will just have a feel of it first. Pretty nervous, I wonder who will be there to take NAPFA. Made this mistake of not attending the school's NAPFA session. I was worried of my foes laughing at me when I am doing my NAPFA. I totally forgotten that at least in school, I have a few of my frens encouragements to overshadow dogs barkings. Taking Private means taking with total strangers. Well I have to face the music.

Today, John was suppose to meet me to study for this Friday's common test paper, but it was already too late. He thought I was catching Jay Chou's first self directed movie, The Secret, with Alvin today. Forgotten to tell him that we cancel it as Alvin has yet to recover from his flu. As I alwaes leave at plus 4, he wun have much time to study with me. So I will be meeting him and a few others after my NAPFA tmr. I dunno whether i shld study with him alone or together with the other. I noe John is helpful so I dun mind studying with him. However, the few others who asked me to study with them arent as helpful as John. Where were they when my board malfunctioned? They didnt even bother to help me troubleshoot. One whom I thought would help me didnt help at all. There are only 3 people who reallie helped mi in my current class. Namely Ming Koon, Samuel and John. In addition to that, I am sure they wun be happy if I bring John along to study. They claim that he wun study if he is with us. They are very skeptical of people. Maybe I should study with John alone. Maybe if Samuel calls, then I will ask him to join us.

Raymond and a few others joined me in the tutorial room. Well they cant find a tutorial room, so whats the point of holding on to the tutorial room when I am alone? She was with them, and I was reallie speechless. I thought I wun feel anithing but I was wrong. When she is close to the other guys, I feel extreme sadness overwhelming me. Jealousy is firing me up but I kept my cool. On the way to the MRT station, I walked with them home. Raymond and his frens were gossiping behind her about the relationship between her and the guy whu is walking beside him. I know it isnt true, but I feel a tinge of jealousy within me. I wonder if they remember my feelings for her.

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