Gundam 00 - Gundam Meister

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30 Jun 06, 19:43

person who HATE YOU!: flirt girls la.... think what... godsister here godsister dhere.. puishh....

29 Jun 06, 21:58

darren a.k.a emiko: 4get it..sae wadever u 1...

29 Jun 06, 21:26

person who HATE YOU !: y mus i tel u

29 Jun 06, 20:59

darren a.k.a emiko: not hum chee den show urself..whu r u?

29 Jun 06, 19:48

person who HATE YOU!: hum chee ? **** u la

26 Jun 06, 19:38

darren a.k.a emiko: hum chee ar? dun dare to tell mi whu u r den dun tag lar fuker

26 Jun 06, 13:23

person who HATE YOU !: u sucks la..........

haiz...was distracted by tis tags...screwed up all my papers after tt. Raymond and Ben, thanks for the support. I tink calling the whole of A3 and A5 to track tis tagger down is of no pt, he will write more nasty comments after that. Might be one of my old classmates philip tang, he bears grudges and had a feud with me. Seriously i dun flirt with my godsisters, no point come on. If u like someone, just keep it to urself or tell her straight. Godsisters are a sort of family outside home, they are nt someone u shld flirt with. Well aniwae...he is right to make a scene out here on my tagboard. I never made anione happie no matter hw hard i try. I tried to patch things up with Alvin. Asked him out for steamboat todae..but still cold war carries on. All the things we have been thru...we still end up like tis. Life is so unpredictable. The "person who HATE ME!", pls continue to tag things against me. I m not being crazie or sacarstic...but i tink he or she is trying to make mi learn sth. I was pissed off at first..but after a while..i tink he is quite rite. Thanks for tagging. Continue to do so..but dun write too vulgar. I m not threatening u..cuz i m afraid those rough frens of mine whu visit this blog might track u down. I m not trying to scare u reallie. If ani of dem tries to find trouble with u, pls contact mi at mvp_gaoxing@hotmail.com. I will ask dem to stop their nonsense.

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emptiness....

I reallie feel the emptiness within me. Yeah i was reallie happie, reallie happie to see Ben and my jie as a couple. The low self-esteem ben finally found a girl. My jie is also a veri nice girl..so i tink they will be veri happie. Was tinking of hlping my jie find a guy de..didnt noe it was so fast. However, i do feel a little empty inside when i see dem together. Ben found his beloved one...den wad abt mi? We used to tok to each other abt our singlehood...complaining hw girl's attitude r nowadaes towards guys. Now? I m back to walking alone. Dun count raymond and the others..cuz none of dem are as close as hw ben is close to mi. We are like brothers, we tell each other hw we feel abt a certain girl alwaes. I was praying throughout my whole bus ride...for a girl whom i can care for. I m like a loner..walking alone. Love life is totally out of the question..no girls will fall for mi i guess. Frenship? The frenship between alvin and i hit the rocks recently..and we r on the verge of servering frenship ties. Though i didnt want to..but it seems that he is serious abt it. My academic studies? Ha prettie obvious..its getting nowhere. My sisters? Well...i m nt sure whether they treat mi as a brother...or just a fool. Not even sure whether they like to see mi coming back to bartley to visit dem. I m like a useless person wandering around....can anione save mi?

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i will nv step thru the gates of Bartley again..

I tink carina and jereline took todae's incident seriously...haiz..Jereline refused to tok 2 mi online.. Carina did..but all her replies were like standard "icic". Most importantly, when i explained things to her...she just said, "forget it.." I guess i reallie pissed ppl off. Cham Liping, i hope u noe wad to do, i dun 1 tis tiny whiny misunderstanding to spoil everything.

Raymond and Ben, thanks for ur useful advices. There are great frens whu give mi good advices. They told mi be careful of these godsisters. How many of dem reallie treat u as their brother? When they need hlp, they run to u. Wad happened if u r in trouble? U remember their birthdaes clearly, but do they remember urs? I told dem dun wurry, i dun believe my godsisters will do tt to mi. But i started to tink they were rite...who reallie treat mi as their brother? No matter how much i care for dem...some of dem might tink i m just a nuisance or worse..i m mad or a pervert. I m not saying all..but obviously..i see some whu r like wad Ben and Raymond has described. One thing, none of dem remembered my birthdae before. I m alwaes the one whu is responsible of remembering their birthdae..but none of dem remembered mine. My name is never ever mentioned before no matter wad i do, i haf no credits or wadsoever. Be it in their blog entries or during their small talk with frens, i m like a nobody. Or worse, i m cursed w/o even noeing it. its like darren is like so irritating tis and tt. No wishes at all on my birthdae..much less presents. Okie tis is not reallie important, i dun reallie care abt credits or my birthdae. In school, m like godzilla or sth tt they dun even dare face mi. Not toking abt lp's age grp. They shld noe whu i m referring to. All i want is to see dem. I dun haf to come all the wae to the school to see dem. No point i can just go home and slp after school. I came becuz i reallie missed dem and wanted to see hw they r doing. I wanted to tok to dem. But when i called and asked dem to meet me, i kena tua by dem. Tt dae i asked two out for movies. I even told dem i will sponser the tickets. In the end, when i waited for dem outside sch, they took the bus and ran off. I was so sad tt i went to Bishan to look for Ben and den to Marina Bay to join Alvin and the others for steamboat. Frenship ties can win over anithing.

I dunnoe wad to sae...but i m reallie distraught todae. If they dun acknowledged mi seriously as their bro, i will nv step thru the gates of Bartley ever again. So wad if i come back? Will they be happie?

Oh and congrats Ben for leaving his singlehood and being together with his beloved one. Cheers pal =DD

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the shame the shame..whu will understand..?

Today's paper is a total disaster...damn it. The lecturer told us that 75% of the paper is on theory. Bullshit! It came out 75% calculation and only 25% theory. Wad the hell..i studied so much for theory and it only comes out 25%. 4get it, its only 20% of the whole module...still can afford to fail. Todae went to Bartley to pass gifts to my mei(liping). A little muddle headed cuz i forgotten to tell her which gift is for her and which gift is for whu. So i called her, but her hi card low value..call her many times she didnt pick up. Den i smsed her to call me once she reached home. After that, i plugged my handsfree set and listen to mp3. Suddenly i received a call. Lazy to check my phone to see whu called, so i just press the button on my handsfree kit to answer the call. The voice sounded like liping, so i asked her whether she noes hw to distribute the presents inside the plastic bag i gave her. The caller was carina but i didnt noe(i called carina earlier when i couldnt get liping). Conversation goes like tt(prettie embarassing):

Carina: U call me ar?

Me: Ya..u noe how to distribute the presents tt are inside the plastic bag mah?

Carina: Huh? wad plastic bag?

Me: I just gave u a Isetan plasic bag just now outside school..u noe hw to distribute the presents in it?

Carina: HUH? I nv meet u todae lor *giggles*

Me(Angry..tot lp fooling mi around) : wah lao eh dun play liao lar..serious stuff leh..the plastic bag

Carina: I reallie dunnoe wad plastic bag lor..i didnt even see u todae lor i swear
Background sounds( her frens or sth): haha siao de..prank call tink funnie ar?

Me: Den tmr u confirm kena struck by lightning cuz u seriously told a lie.

Carina: siao ar! i reallie didnt call u lor!

Me: 4get it (click..line went dead)

Den i tried calling liping again..to check whether she finally decided to be serious. But she didnt pick up again. Finding sth amissed..i checked my received calls. And OH NO!! It was Carina! She returned my call and i tot she was lp. Haiz why m i so lazie to check my caller id just now? Den i called her back:

Carina: Hello?
Background: see? the siao 1 call again

Darren: eh paiseh leh..i tot u were liping..pai seh paiseh.

Carina(sounded kinda pissed): ok..(click)

I tink she didnt buy tt. I tink she tinks tt i m a sick pervert trying to listen to her voice so make a prank call. The truth is i didnt. Ok maybe carina might believe, but i tink her frens wun buy tt. They might tink i m trying to harass Carina judging from wad they sae when i was toking to her. Pls carina and me are just PURE sister-brother relationship and nth else more okie. I dun go after ani of my godsisters, it is a reallie low down thing to do. I alwaes think tt if u like someone, make frens with her and dun use "godsister" as an excuse. Godsisters are godsisters..tts my mindset. Believe it or nt..tts up to u..

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yeah rite...

This is the most inaccurate results in the Webtickle webpage.

"Darren, the best match for your personality is Virgo"

yeah rite..virgo is my best match..bullshit. "she whu must not be named" is a virgo, are we that compaitible? Make me laugh. She tinks i m pestering her for life...giving her no room to breathe and the story goes on. The bottom line is, she couldnt find a suitable word to describe how sick and irritating i m. So i declare tis result as a myth.

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was reallie hurt.

Ok serious matters now. I was reallie hurt when i see tt particular tag on my tagboard. I dunno who bears grudges with me. It cant be "she who must not be named", she isnt tt direct. Definitely not Samantha, cuz i trust her with my life(a little overexeggerating). LC or Charlene? haha..dun even wanna tink abt it..it will never be dem. I tot it was Alvin at first becuz of the project. But noeing Alvin's character, he will either punched mi in the face or ignore mi when he is somewat unhappy with mi. And somehw like wad Bo Yao sae in the testimonial that he wrote for Alvin, he doesnt bear grudges for long. So i tink we shld be in Ok terms now, we still gt the project to do..i bet he noes wad is more important. Moreover, i tink he noes the value of frenship is pricesless. These little problems arent enough to blow awae our frenship. Darn i haf a maths exam tmr and this bloody bugger just tag rubbish on my tagboard. Sigh...m i tt hateful?

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stop kicking up a fuss on my tagboard

person who HATE YOU !: u sucks la...........

Have u got anithing else better to do besides kicking up such a big fuss in my blog? I noe I am not perfect man, but u dun haf to condemn mi like tis. Dun use my blog to humiliate mi. If u haf the guts, come to me face to face and settle things up. Dun even dare to leave ur name or blog add on the tag..must be a chicken.

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all geared up for tmr's paper..

though still a bit sick, i tink i m all geared up for tmr's paper; EG2098- Industrial Electronics and Control. Should be able to at least score a grade C for this paper or maybe a B. At least i wun be marked as someone who only wants to get things done. God placed me here on Earth for a good reason, i m not here without any ambition. Felt reallie spirit filled today after the prayers, increase in confidence level for tmr's paper. Was reallie scared of the paper, but now i feel less pressure because i noe the Lord is with me alwaes. Thank you Dr Tang Wee Kee for taking my common test to the Lord in prayer. I wouldnt let u down, i will try my best. I would like to wish my frens and fellow class/lecture mates good luck in their common test tmr.

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Prepared? I dunnoe..not for maths

well..i m not reallie prepared for the common test honestly speaking. Maths is a total maths. EG2120 was okie, just memorise the facts, quite managable. EG2009, "damn it!". Shall not speak ani further..its quite obvious. Well wish me luck..i need all the luck tt i need. Jesus Christ! Bless me for this common test!

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Industrial Electronics Conquered

Finally conquered EG2098- Industrial Electronic and Control. Well not much of an acheivement though as it is the easiest of the four examinable module. Not exactly easy, but the hints were kind of obvious and the questions are quite standard. Two weeks of study break and I only conquered one module, man am i trying to commit sucide or sth? Ben and the others were present todae. As usual, Dr Seah Jun Wen Benedict(nice name eh?) is busy teaching his fellow comrades. Bo Yao a.k.a Andy Lau came too, but went off after he clarify his doubts with Ben. Why do i call Ben doctor? This bloody bugger memorised EG2120 theory so well that he told Bo Yao the answer for the EG2120 past year common test paper without even looking at the module book. What the hell is implanted in his brain? He seems to remember every thing! Gonna work hard for the Engineering Mathematics common test too after my EG2098 paper. I tink after our paper, Ben is going 2 jio us to study for maths paper. Gonna take down all the impt points for the paper, i have to pass tis paper. Must prove that idiot that i didnt come to poly for the sake of coming. That isnt true. I enter poly to succeed nt to lose out. Dun condemn mi..i m no pushover.

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the last preparation--->tmr

Meeting Ben and the rest tmr for our final revision. I cant carry on the wae i was before. Went to take a look at my school fees status at the NYP E Services. Another $1000+ is deducted from my dad's CPF account. If i m going 2 just slack thru my whole poly life, hw m i going 2 face my dad? Those money is meant for his retirement days, but he willingly took it out to pay for my education. The least i can do..is to do well in wad he is investing. Let the investment grow, so as nt to let him think that he has put his money in the wrong place. I have to further my studies, I must not let my dad down.

Gonna look for a part time job during the holidaes, am kinda broke. I cant stick out my hands and ask for extra cash from my parents all the time. After i get my paycheck, i plan to complete the final phase of makeover; my specs. I m gonna change it to the one Adraino's wearing, it suits me well.

Kept thinking of her every single day. I m sure if i m rejected tis time, it wun be as bad as how "she whu must not be named" rejects me. She will definitely do it in a nice way...kind of attracted to girls whu reject guys this wae. Guys will fall after the rejection, but if girls noe the correct wae to reject, most probably guys will recover quickly. What makes me forget "she who must not be named" all of a sudden? After her rejection, i start to realise that....she has changed. In the past if she rejects a guy, she will just make him fall by rejecting him nicely. Now? Ha, its almost ruthless. It is like making one fall down and crippling his legs so that he will never be able to stand again. Dun agree with me and tink i m talking rubbish, tink over the whole situation and u will get the picture. One thing, I dun hate her. In fact, i find it harder to hate someone than to like someone.

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my dad is a hero!

Went to school to study for the common test which will be commencing next week. First paper will be EG2098-Industrial Electronics and Control. Should be an easy module to study, but i just couldnt concentrate today. If i flung this common test, i shld blame no one except myself. Even if the others are willing to help, it will be totally useless if i dun put in any effort. I was like slacking the whole dae in the tutorial room todae. Did some serious thinking in the bus when i was on the wae home todae. If i continue this way, i will either drop out half wae thru my diploma course or get a GPA of 1.5+, which will hardly get me a job anywhere else, much less get me into a local university. My bro is alreadi laughing silently as my education status isnt as glorifying as his. My grandfather seldom mention my name in front of family. No, he has been doing that since young. Its alwaes my brother, never a single praise about me. Only my parents have any hope on me. My dad is pinning every single cent he have to make me a successful person, i cant let him down. My dad is the only person I respected most. Why? He worked hard for the family. Yes he received little education, but he gives the best to his children. My grandfather despises him as he isnt as successful as his son in laws who own cars and everything. But you noe wad? I despise those so called successful son in laws. None of them are there when my granddad needed dem. When my granddad was in hospital, who visited him every single day despite the heavy workload? Who fetched him home when he is discharged? Who alwaes send and receive him from the airport whenever he goes overseas? Its my dad alrite. The rest of dem just came for the sake of coming, or worse nv turn up at all. I want to be a successful engineer, so that my dad can lift his head up during his retirement age. He definitely shld do that as he spent his youth to nurture me into a fine young man. He deserve all the pride. If anyone asked me when i become successful who is the person who supported me, I will only mention my parents name, especially my dad. I will never mention my family name, as they look down on my dad. Ah gong, my dad is nt someone u shld look down on, he is ur son for God's sake. He is a real hero and u shld feel blessed to have such a son. In my opinion, my dad shld feel disgraced to have a father like u.

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I found the one whu can pull mi out of darkness

I finally found the right angel in my life. Gosh luv is reallie blind. I didnt noe i will fall for her. I guess tis time i haf to work doubly hard to win her heart.

你比白雪公主还要漂亮。。。

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another quiz results..

Darren, you're a Shy!

Caution is your middle name. In fact, we think it's safe to say that you're a Shy Flirt. It's a rare evening that you wink at strangers or approach attractive "potentials." It's cool if someone comes to you, but you hardly ever make the first move. Maybe it's because you're afraid of embarrassing yourself. Of course it's totally understandable to be nervous about putting yourself on the line. But trust us, flirting is fun! Don't let fear get in the way of getting what you want. It might be healthy for you to stretch your comfort limits a little and try something new. Be playful — reach out and touch someone. A lingering hand on the arm can say it all.

Is there such thing called Shy Flirt? Gosh wad are ppl nowadaes thinking?

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Charlene i want to see u again!

Today went to watch movies with Charlene, LC and i dunno whu is the other girl. Ok i felt real awkward at first. I mean whu wun? One guy against three girls, gosh speaking of awkwardness. This is the first time i met Charlene and my...does she look like Snow White. Look so different from the pictures tt i saw. She definitely look prettier in real life. Her voice was real sweet and she is real virtuous. Shld give her a new name; Ms Virtuous. hahaha. Movie started at 3:40pm and Charlene alreadi start mentioning that she is cold. I dare not gave her my coat directly..cuz LC might misunderstand. So i waited around halfwae thru the movie before i pass it to her. Poor girl..must be freezing throughout the whole show. She is reallie nice...asked mi 4 times whether i wanted snacks, real thoughtful girl. I hope i can see her again...she is just so sweet like Snow White.

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Hope i can see u again Charlene!

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The clock is ticking...

I cant believe time just slip pass my fingers 4 tis sem. Maybe becuz i m especially deep in thoughts..not abt studies but of my personal feelings. Half the sem is almost gone. It seems that the time for my hair to disappear is drawing near. Well, i reallie 1 2 go into the NS soon. With those harsh trainings and being awae from the comfort of my home, i might be able to make "she who must not be named" stay where she is, which is in my memories. Only den will i be able to forget her completely. Gonna do some conditioning and serious training before i join the army. Dun wanna suffer too much becuz of my body condition..

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i took things 4 granted...

Been watching the whole series of Mr Fighting (格斗天王）tis week. I was like cursing 薇英崎 as he neglected the luv that the girl 小葵 is giving her throughout the whole series. Then come to think abt it, i m no better. There was a girl whu was alwaes there for me during my hard times. Anna Lim Mei Shan(林美善)...yeah i remember her now. Though i didnt show it, but she is the girl whu reallie cares 4 mi. Not even "she who must not be named" cares as much as she does. Even at tt pt of time, when everyone condemns mi due to tt little rumour, she sided mi besides LC. Although my godsisters sided mi too, but their reason was kinda funnie. They were like "duh..someone so gullible wun be able to do tis sort of things..its all bullshit." But anna noes me well, she understands mi and was there to console mi...and i overlooked it. I took her for granted...i m reallie too much. God has given her to me and i just brushed her aside. Seriously when i first met her, i reallie hated her becuz she was so flirtatious. U noe hw much i hate flirts. After getting along with her, i find that she is not reallie that flirtatious...she is just a little too easy to manipulate. I used to sae that she is reallie irritating..alwaes shouting my name aloud when she sees mi. But now, i felt a little uneasy.. Its almost one year and a half since i last hear her shout my name.. And now, no one is dare to care abt mi when she's gone. Serves mi rite...i took her 4 granted...

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i sure have nothing to sae

Darren, you're not fit to commit because you've got baggage

Ever gotten burned by a bad relationship? Well, who hasn't? You gave them your heart, and they gave you a pen — hey, it happens. But a broken heart isn't the real problem here — you just haven't let it go yet.

You're a lover, not a fighter, after all. But your sentimental and stubborn ways can make you hold on to things, even when they're not good for you. Isn't it time you learned from the past and used that to make your relationship work? A passionate soul like you deserves the best, so get out there and find it!

Results when doing the "Are you fit to commit ?" quiz. I sure have nth to sae...

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