Was thinking about her since the start of the first lecture. I didnt reallie get what the lecture was saying...sounds like a mosquito buzzing in my ear more like it. She was on my mind every single minute. When my friend send me the songs "彩虹天堂" and "心动心痛", I feel as if tears is trying to force themselves out of my eyes. Its been long since I last cried, not even since she rejected me. I remember it is after the rejection and humiliation of Yuting when I was Sec 1. She told me to look at the mirror before trying to woo girls, and even fake the puking expression. Before that, i was rather bold so i just speak my feelings out openly. So from tt dae onwards, I chose to keep everything inside. I felt miserable yes, but I never shed a single tear since the dae i haf decided to do tt. But still, I shed tears even though i control myself. I think I am reallie serious about her. I noe Samantha is going to call me a sick bastard again. Seriously, I dun care, tinking of someone you like is not wrong at all. I met her at FJ when Chiu Yen and me went to look for a place for lunch. I was reluctant to go FJ at first, cuz i was afraid to meet her there. Chiu Yen laughed and said nt everydae is Sunday, so the probability of meeting her is low. However, she seems to be the first familiar faces I saw in FJ. The moment I saw her, I quickly pulled Chiu Yen out of FJ, making a stupid excuse saying FJ is sort of crowded. But I think she noes whu i saw. She has changed so much since I last saw her. Taller and she looked more mature. Totally different from the hyperactive girl I seen when she is sec 1. She was smiling sweetly when I saw her. When was the last time I saw her smile? I reallie missed her smiles. The last time when I saw her was during the sports dae. I didnt get to see her smile, she was frowning. I was tinking luckily i didnt sae hi to her or she will start frowning. I want to see her smile, and would risk anithing to make her happie. If this is the RPG Final Fantasy VIII Scenario...she is Rinoa Heartilly. But... I guess I can never be her Squall Leonhart...
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me
