"Dilly dally shilly shally..." tis is wad i have quote out from Final Fantasy VII Advent Children. Well, tts wad i have been doing...dilly dallying...nt moving on in life. I cant put down the past and move on, cant get a grip of myself. It hurts me so much to see her sad and worse of all, i dunnoe wad she is so miserable abt. She nv tells mi a thing, cuz i tink i m an umimportant character in her life, no pt telling mi anithing. I had a dream last nite. It seems like a beautiful dream at first, but in the end..it turns out to be my worse nightmare... I dreamt tt she finally agreed to meet me at a certain area. I was so happie...i set off an hour before the time we agreed. However, I forgotten the place we have agreed to meet. Worse of all, I forgotten how she looked like all of a sudden. I feel so helpless walking around, as if i have walked one round around the world. My heart was questioning "Audrey...where r u..?" In the end, I end up at the edge of a cliff. Feeling there is no hope left, i jumped off the cliff. At that moment, I woke up from my sleep, breaking out sweat...feeling scared. Can someone interprete tis dream for mi? Wad izit i m facing...or wad izit that is abt to happen? I m lost...reallie lost...
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me