I reallie feel the emptiness within me. Yeah i was reallie happie, reallie happie to see Ben and my jie as a couple. The low self-esteem ben finally found a girl. My jie is also a veri nice girl..so i tink they will be veri happie. Was tinking of hlping my jie find a guy de..didnt noe it was so fast. However, i do feel a little empty inside when i see dem together. Ben found his beloved one...den wad abt mi? We used to tok to each other abt our singlehood...complaining hw girl's attitude r nowadaes towards guys. Now? I m back to walking alone. Dun count raymond and the others..cuz none of dem are as close as hw ben is close to mi. We are like brothers, we tell each other hw we feel abt a certain girl alwaes. I was praying throughout my whole bus ride...for a girl whom i can care for. I m like a loner..walking alone. Love life is totally out of the question..no girls will fall for mi i guess. Frenship? The frenship between alvin and i hit the rocks recently..and we r on the verge of servering frenship ties. Though i didnt want to..but it seems that he is serious abt it. My academic studies? Ha prettie obvious..its getting nowhere. My sisters? Well...i m nt sure whether they treat mi as a brother...or just a fool. Not even sure whether they like to see mi coming back to bartley to visit dem. I m like a useless person wandering around....can anione save mi?
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me