`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
i will nv step thru the gates of Bartley again..
I tink carina and jereline took todae's incident seriously...haiz..Jereline refused to tok 2 mi online.. Carina did..but all her replies were like standard "icic". Most importantly, when i explained things to her...she just said, "forget it.." I guess i reallie pissed ppl off. Cham Liping, i hope u noe wad to do, i dun 1 tis tiny whiny misunderstanding to spoil everything.
Raymond and Ben, thanks for ur useful advices. There are great frens whu give mi good advices. They told mi be careful of these godsisters. How many of dem reallie treat u as their brother? When they need hlp, they run to u. Wad happened if u r in trouble? U remember their birthdaes clearly, but do they remember urs? I told dem dun wurry, i dun believe my godsisters will do tt to mi. But i started to tink they were rite...who reallie treat mi as their brother? No matter how much i care for dem...some of dem might tink i m just a nuisance or worse..i m mad or a pervert. I m not saying all..but obviously..i see some whu r like wad Ben and Raymond has described. One thing, none of dem remembered my birthdae before. I m alwaes the one whu is responsible of remembering their birthdae..but none of dem remembered mine. My name is never ever mentioned before no matter wad i do, i haf no credits or wadsoever. Be it in their blog entries or during their small talk with frens, i m like a nobody. Or worse, i m cursed w/o even noeing it. its like darren is like so irritating tis and tt. No wishes at all on my birthdae..much less presents. Okie tis is not reallie important, i dun reallie care abt credits or my birthdae. In school, m like godzilla or sth tt they dun even dare face mi. Not toking abt lp's age grp. They shld noe whu i m referring to. All i want is to see dem. I dun haf to come all the wae to the school to see dem. No point i can just go home and slp after school. I came becuz i reallie missed dem and wanted to see hw they r doing. I wanted to tok to dem. But when i called and asked dem to meet me, i kena tua by dem. Tt dae i asked two out for movies. I even told dem i will sponser the tickets. In the end, when i waited for dem outside sch, they took the bus and ran off. I was so sad tt i went to Bishan to look for Ben and den to Marina Bay to join Alvin and the others for steamboat. Frenship ties can win over anithing.
I dunnoe wad to sae...but i m reallie distraught todae. If they dun acknowledged mi seriously as their bro, i will nv step thru the gates of Bartley ever again. So wad if i come back? Will they be happie?
Oh and congrats Ben for leaving his singlehood and being together with his beloved one. Cheers pal =DD
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me