`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
the last preparation--->tmr
Meeting Ben and the rest tmr for our final revision. I cant carry on the wae i was before. Went to take a look at my school fees status at the NYP E Services. Another $1000+ is deducted from my dad's CPF account. If i m going 2 just slack thru my whole poly life, hw m i going 2 face my dad? Those money is meant for his retirement days, but he willingly took it out to pay for my education. The least i can do..is to do well in wad he is investing. Let the investment grow, so as nt to let him think that he has put his money in the wrong place. I have to further my studies, I must not let my dad down.
Gonna look for a part time job during the holidaes, am kinda broke. I cant stick out my hands and ask for extra cash from my parents all the time. After i get my paycheck, i plan to complete the final phase of makeover; my specs. I m gonna change it to the one Adraino's wearing, it suits me well.
Kept thinking of her every single day. I m sure if i m rejected tis time, it wun be as bad as how "she whu must not be named" rejects me. She will definitely do it in a nice way...kind of attracted to girls whu reject guys this wae. Guys will fall after the rejection, but if girls noe the correct wae to reject, most probably guys will recover quickly. What makes me forget "she who must not be named" all of a sudden? After her rejection, i start to realise that....she has changed. In the past if she rejects a guy, she will just make him fall by rejecting him nicely. Now? Ha, its almost ruthless. It is like making one fall down and crippling his legs so that he will never be able to stand again. Dun agree with me and tink i m talking rubbish, tink over the whole situation and u will get the picture. One thing, I dun hate her. In fact, i find it harder to hate someone than to like someone.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me