Went to school to study for the common test which will be commencing next week. First paper will be EG2098-Industrial Electronics and Control. Should be an easy module to study, but i just couldnt concentrate today. If i flung this common test, i shld blame no one except myself. Even if the others are willing to help, it will be totally useless if i dun put in any effort. I was like slacking the whole dae in the tutorial room todae. Did some serious thinking in the bus when i was on the wae home todae. If i continue this way, i will either drop out half wae thru my diploma course or get a GPA of 1.5+, which will hardly get me a job anywhere else, much less get me into a local university. My bro is alreadi laughing silently as my education status isnt as glorifying as his. My grandfather seldom mention my name in front of family. No, he has been doing that since young. Its alwaes my brother, never a single praise about me. Only my parents have any hope on me. My dad is pinning every single cent he have to make me a successful person, i cant let him down. My dad is the only person I respected most. Why? He worked hard for the family. Yes he received little education, but he gives the best to his children. My grandfather despises him as he isnt as successful as his son in laws who own cars and everything. But you noe wad? I despise those so called successful son in laws. None of them are there when my granddad needed dem. When my granddad was in hospital, who visited him every single day despite the heavy workload? Who fetched him home when he is discharged? Who alwaes send and receive him from the airport whenever he goes overseas? Its my dad alrite. The rest of dem just came for the sake of coming, or worse nv turn up at all. I want to be a successful engineer, so that my dad can lift his head up during his retirement age. He definitely shld do that as he spent his youth to nurture me into a fine young man. He deserve all the pride. If anyone asked me when i become successful who is the person who supported me, I will only mention my parents name, especially my dad. I will never mention my family name, as they look down on my dad. Ah gong, my dad is nt someone u shld look down on, he is ur son for God's sake. He is a real hero and u shld feel blessed to have such a son. In my opinion, my dad shld feel disgraced to have a father like u.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me
