Decided to meet her once and for all. Was intending to meet her on tuesday..but we couldnt get to meet. Yesterdae, i saw her at the main entrance..but the stuff is still in my jie's locker..so still didnt pass 2 her. Today, I meet her outside macs. I intending to pass her inside, but all her frens r there. Dun 1 2 put her in a difficult spot, and also i dun 1 2 be mocked at. So i asked her to meet mi outside macs. The moment she came out, i straight awae handed her the stuff. When she asked mi wad is the stuff for, i just walked away. Gosh i dunnoe wad the hell m i doing or thinking. I tink i was afraid of her. Or rather, i was afraid she will give mi a tight slap across the face when she sees wads the stuff all abt. Although i would sacrifice anithing, including my pride for her, it is just not worth dirtying her hands by slapping someone like mi. So, i chose to walk awae.
I am reallie sorry. It takes a great deal of courage to hand these all to u. I told u in the letter that i have decided to stop interferring in ur life and everything...so i m surrending all these to u. I m truly sorry. Hate mi all u 1...i will understand.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me