Happy Sixteenth Birthday Cham Li Ping!
I was reallie disappointed when i took a peek at her frens list. Well i reallie treat her as my sister, thought she nv call mi brother. I alwaes assume that she said it in her heart cuz i remember her telling mi that her bf might get the wrong idea if she was to declare our relationship in her blog. But i was totally wrong, that was just an excuse. I m not paranoid or wad. I noe todae's entry is gonna attract some bastards whu r going to tag things like, "Who wants to be ur godsister? dun be f******* thick skin blah blah blah." I seen this kinda tags in my tagboard before. But i dun give a shit abt u ppl, go and fly ur damn kite and stop bothering my peaceful life. Well, now i remember mark is her godbro too. She acknowledge him as her godbro on her blog. If she is afraid that her boifren might misunderstand...den why does he still acknowledge mark on her blog den? So i m reallie a nobody.. And wads so good abt mark aniwae? As far as i can remember, he tends to a bit flashy; he cant keep anithing great about himself to himself. Wadever her do for his godsisters, he has to announce it to the whole world. As far as i noe, he cares little for dem, i m not trying to fabricate nonsense here. Sometimes, i tink my sacrifice for my godsisters are reallie redundant. Look at Mark? He doesnt reallie do anithing for them, having close body contact with dem and he earned the title. I care for dem and kept it within myself, never tried to have close body contact with dem..NEVER EVER DID. Alwaes kept my distance from dem so as to show dem some respect. In the end, they respect those whu get touchy with dem. Kar Wee is one good example. I was reallie damn disapponted. I was wondering to myself..shld i just 4get dem and break ties with dem? They care little or nothing for mi. No wonder they never pick up my calls...no wonder they nv tell mi anithing..i m just a nobody. Haiz i m in a mess rite now, flirts seems to be more well respected in society now.
