2dae woke up at around 8 plus to go Bartley. Thought it ends at 10. In the end, i reached Bartley around 9:30am to see students coming out from the sch. The whole thing started at 7am. Forget it, i m nt tt kind of person u can force out of bed just to go back to my old school. But going back to school certainly reminds mi of the good old daes. Our old assembly area, i remember having to walk to and fro between the class and the assembly area when our class refuse to keep quiet. Those good old times, see how our class is united. Though sometimes we are united for the wrong reason. But still, we share good and bad times as one class, we suffer and enjoy together as a class. I remembered someone did sth wrong and made mr rangen angry, our class went to push up position together and we didnt blamed anione and we didnt complain. What about now? Push the responsibility everywhere, waiting hopefully for someone to bear full responsibility. Vivegan and i laughed at the situation of our class when we were younger. At that time, we noe not the word "bitter" and "importance". Played everyday and manage to scrape through every year. Everything was fun at tt pt of time. Human are reallie weird creatures. When we were in Bartley, we were continuously asking, "When will be the dae tt i finally leave tis school?". And when we finally graduated from the school and moved on to a tertiary institution, we started tinking, "How i wish we can be back in Bartley." Living life with regrets, guess that is part of life. Went to watch Dragon Tiger Gates with Ben and frens, guess i will be sticking with tis grp of ppl, sincere and true ppl, unlike ppl whu is wolf in sheep's clothing trying to hurt mi. The show was okie, sad to see Nicolas Tse becoming so weak in the end.
Starting to look at the bright side of my life. There are somethings i cant have in life, no matter how hard i try. Love cant be forced, one cannot force someone to love him/her. Yes, she doesnt like mi, but whats more important is that she is alreadi saved, her soul is saved from the horrible punishment in hell. She accepted Jesus as her Saviour, which made mi smile whenever i tot of tis, at least the most important job is done. Now, i can peacefully and quietly be her guardian angel. Protecting her from harm and at the same time, not interferring in her life. Wadever i do for her, from this time forth, i will not mention it here. She will nv noe whu helped her when she needs help, i will make sure she nv finds out. Most importantly, i wish i could get out of her life. If possible, i hope my name will nv appear in her life again. Maybe tts the only thing i could do.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me
