`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
problems of man...fragileness of life..
Todae went to school to study again. I was early todae, but Ben's classmate haf alreadi booked a tutorial room, so i need 2 book. Though i studied quite alot todae, i tink tis is the worse session i had out of the three daes of studying.
Todae, alot of unhappy things happen among us. Though i m not involved in ani of these unhappy things...i still think it affects mi greatly as these are my good frens. Firstly, both my jie and ben quarelled..for i dunnoe wad reason. Seriously sometimes, i see the problems of getting a girlfren. Besides frens and academic studies, Ben has to worry abt my jie. My jie is nice, but there are times where she throw tantrums. And when she does, mostly it is reallie unreasonable. Den it is Ben and Thomas, though the problems is settled todae. There are reallie many problems which man have to face in life. When the problem is too much for us to take, it reflects on the fragileness of life. So i m intending to introduce these frens of mine to Christ. The accpetance of Christ can solve these problems. Our Father takes care of His sons and daughters, He promised to end the sufferings and pain. Though i still face problems in life, but at least i noe these period of time is only temporary, as my Father will bring me home once my time is up.
Had a great talk with Ben. Though he is facing his own problems, which seems more serious than mine, he is able to give me some sound advice. For Alvin's case, I can totally hack care about it. Firstly, it isnt mi who doesnt want resolve this conflict, it is him. I tried many ways to resolve the conflict, but he just push it awae. So who is the unreasonable one? And moreover, i dun want to tok 2 him if he doesnt want to tok, or i will end up toking to the wall. Ben told mi that he has face the exact problem in his sec school. His best fren refused to tok to him for half a year just becuz of one small little conflict. In the end, his fren resolved the conflict. So i guess i haf to wait for the person whu started the conflict to resolved it. Thanks Ben, i will remember these useful advice that u give mi. And i hope the person whu caused the conflict knows hw to end it.
As for my relationship problem, i tink made my point pretty clear after i handed her everything. I just want her to happy for now. Wadever that i have been worrying abt, i will leave it all to God. A stubborn and fool like mi is in no position to make ani decisions in love. I will leave it to my Lord to help mi find the route i m suppose 2 take, and the relationship between me and her. A fren, a foe, more than a fren...i m leaving all to the Lord to decide. I will be patiently waiting for His decision. It might be 10 years or 20 years later, but i m willing to wait patiently for the answer.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me
