Not many ppl turned up for todae's tutorial. This is the last tutorial we are having with weng kee, sad. He is such a patient teacher, cant find a better person to teach us. Just finished watch the 9pm show. Ending--->Yixin and Weixiang. Throughout the whole show, i see myself in weixiang. I m nt referring to the point tt he is someone who love a girl unconditionally and willing to sacrifice anithing for her. What i m referring to is that Weixiang was suffering in silence when Yixin is with the other guy. The only difference is that Weixiang gt what he wants in the end. He got a perfect ending. Wad abt mi? I once sae tt i will not only love her 4 four years, i will make it ten, twenty and forever. But wad is the use? What IS THE USE?? Does she even care? I remember when i first confess to her, what did she sae? "So? I dun care" Why do i love someone whu doesnt give a damn abt mi? Why? why? I got condemned by her ex, when i didnt made ani noise. Are women all tt heartless? You women complained tt guys treat all of u like clothes, and we dun care abt hw u feel. Come and tink of it, arent u women the same? I m reallie damn tired of life, REALLIE TIRED OF LIFE! The girl whom i like for four years, end up to be the one whu hurts mi again and again without giving a damn abt mi getting hurt. The girl whom is the first girl i like when i was sec 1, she destroyed my pride and crippled mi bad enough tt it took mi a long time to stand up to continue in life. Audrey(tis time i have to put ur name), i dunnoe when will i be able to live life without thinking of u. I reallie DUNNOE! Pls forgive mi...i didnt mean to mention ur name here, i just couldnt take it ani longer. However, my promise still stands; i wun interfere in ur life animore. Even if i do, u wun noe abt it, i will nv let u noe. Live life well...
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me