Thought of the ambitions i had since when I was a kid.
When I was four, I wanted to be a pilot. Inspired while watching those jet planes whoozing pass my house during National Day. However, my eyesight turned from bad to worse, so I banished the thought.
When I was seven, I wanted to be a police officer. Crimewatch and Triple 9 is behind this. Those fighting skills were so cool even to an eye of an amature. However, I was frail and weak. Plus, being a cop means putting my life in danger, so I wiped out tt ambition from my mind after a while.
When I was fourteen, I wanted to be a musician and a singer. Guess where the inspiration came from this time? Well most of u might have guessed it. It is none other than my all time fav. singer Jay Chou the music genius! I wanted to be like him as I love music as much as he does. But my mum didnt want me to study music, no matter hw much I begged. So it is like a dream which cannt be fulfilled. *sighs*
Sad huh? All my ambitions and dreams could not be fulfilled. I thought I m just a helpless soul wandering around planet earth. Christ made me realised hw wrong I was. I acheived a lifelong ambition since the day I accepted Christ. I m a servant of God, which is a much more glorifying and honourable thing than any of these ambitions put together. Having ambitions is good. However, these things r nt for eternity. It only surfaced and live during ur few decades on Earth. You can bring any of this glory away. Arrive on Earth empty, leave empty. Thats the only memorable thing that has been taught to me by my prev. generations. God judged and reward me by how loyal am I to Him and not by my acheivements on Earth. I am a servant of God, my Father. Yesterday, today and forever...
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me
