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My atrocious results coming out soon
Next Wednesday marks the end of my free and easy semester vacation. Why? My atrocious results will be delivered next Wednesday, 20th September 2006. I remembered about my results all of a sudden today, when my mum asked me the date of the release of my results as our neighbour's daughter's results are already out. Strange though, I hadnt been thinking about my results these two weeks of break. Now I start to panick. This is the only sem which I have absolute no or least confidence in clear passing. This time the lecturers are different from those who taught us in our prev. sem; they show NO MERCY. This is their theory put in simple terms: "Fail means fail, pass means pass. No such thing as pass becuz u r just a few more marks before the passing range. Grrrr...Mr Tan CB why arent u the module coordinator for my examinable modules this semester? I am leaving all these in God's hands now, He shall decide wad my grade should be.
I wonder if I have told anyone that I can choose 2 remain single, or be attached. I guess I have kept this as a secret for a long time, since last year? I know by saying this means that I have clean up my tagboard tmr as many will be hurling tons of insults onto my tagboard. Please, even the most xialan person on earth has someone whu likes him/her. Well enough of talking about these childish peeps, i will go on.
There is a girl currently waiting for me. I have persuaded her many times to give up on me, but up till now she still insists in waiting for me. Well I m not fit to comment, as I m just like her. I told her once, "Music, sports, arts, no matter hw many of these things r in my heart, u can still squeeze some more in. For love, I can only accept one. No matter, how u squeeze, i cant squeeze another one in.". I know hw she feels, I have been thru that. So I guess I will go on loving the girl whom I have loved since my second grade. Its not a decision made by the mind, its a decision made by the heart. I m guilty of actually accepting her two daes ago, when I dun even want to. So if she reads this blog, I m seriously sorry, look for another guy. We havent met in real life before, only met online. I have seen the girl whom I like for 3 years everydae in school. I notice her every actions, and my hearts hurt badly whenever she crys or whenever she is hurt. I can definitely be sure it is not just infactuation or some stupid puppy love. The love u had for me, i bet it is just infactuation. I will still continue loving her, until the day of my death. It will be real unfair to u if u were to reallie go into a relationship with me. So what if u have me and my heart is somewhere else. Trust me...i m not worth it..
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me