Didnt do much today, just read a little on Christian living as my Baptism interview commences tmr night. Went down to get her a Christmas present from the Bethesda Book centre, as well as running an errand for my grandmother. Guess who I saw in NTUC? One of the spark of the terrible rumour about me, Yen Yin. Was intending to sae hi at first, but stormed out of the supermarket fuming instead. Guess I havnt learn the importance of being forgiving. Well, that particular rumour cost me my pride, friendship and love. It will take me a great deal of time and energy to forgive these people who took these precious things awae from me. Well, it is not totally impossible for me to forgive. I can forgive wad they have done, I just want the mastermind to come out and clear things up. She just doesnt want to do so, making me a great sicko villian of Bartley. Hiding her pathetic ass in Ngee Ann Polytechnic, refusing to clear up the mess she caused. Worse of all, she shares the same surname as me, what a disgrace.
Sometimes, I wish I can turn back time. Maybe If hadnt been so low profile in school, things wouldnt haf turn out this wae. At least, lesser people will believe that rumour. Seriously, that arsehole carry things too far. Never in my life have I seen a girl so scheming, wonder what will she be in future. I have to be careful not to be too trusting, or people will climb all over me.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me