`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
still not out of the illusion
This few days I have been living without my heart and soul. Real terrible and tormenting period I have been undergoing, though I look fine in school. The pain which I felt within me is reallie unimaginable. It is usually said that the most terrible feeling is unable to express your feelings to the person u like. However, there is an addition which I would like to make to it. Forgetting someone u have loved for a long time and loving someone whom u shouldnt is the most terrible feeling one will have within oneself. I dun wanna lose a fren, and I dun wanna be tormented by this feeling either. If I confessed and get rejected, what will happen to me? I took a long time to clear the broken pieces during the aftermath of my confession. However, I dun want to have this feeling within me either, it is reallie unbearable. This is clash between clearing the feelings within me and my own characteristics. People who reallie knows me(which means those whu dun spammed my blog and whu r alwaes with me) should noe that I dun take gambles in love. If i noe there is no chance, I would just keep quiet and move awae. Someone pls tell mi wad shld i do??
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me