`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Whirlwind inside of my head.
A real tired dae yesterdae. Didnt noe it takes just one day to create a whirlwind inside of my head. Many things which I encountered yesterday made me ponder. I saw her in food junction yesterday during lunchtime. Trust me, I didnt intend to go there at tt hour, cuz I am saving my lunch money for some other things. I was thinking of walking to shopping arcade to try getting one of the reference book for one of my module books. Suddenly, I feel like walking through food junction. Normally, I will just take the passageway. However, this time, my feelings lead me to walk thru food junction. Den there she was, sitting there having her lunch. Didnt noe seeing her will cause so much complications within me. Do I reallie want to move on? I reallie dunnoe. It created a whirlwind inside of my head. I left Food Junction as quick as I could, so as not to think too much. The moment I left, I saw one of her friends, Sabrina. Initially, I wanted to ask her how she was doing as she is the closest to her. Den I remembered, her fren seems to hate me more than she does. I remember adding her in friendster, hoping to hear more abt 'her' life. Up till now she still hasnt accepted my friendster request. So I just quicken my pace and walk past her, afraid that she might pass nasty comments about me. I have learn to cool down yes, but at that point of time I am not sure whether I am able to keep my cool should she pass me any nasty comments. After my night classes, I listened to this same old song, "Just so you know" all the way home. Didnt noe it made me feel worse. I dunno hw to explain why. Well, maybe u shld take a look at the lyrics:
Just So You Know I shouldn't love you but I want to, I just can turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move can't look away And I don't know How to be fine, when I'm not Cause I don't know How to make this feeling stop
CHORUS Just so you know this feelings taking control of me and I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let it win now I thought you should know I tried my best to let go, of you but I don't want to I just gotta sat it all before I go Just so you know
It's getting hard to, be around you There's so much I can't say and do you want me to have feelings and look the other way And I don't know how to be fine, when I'm not Cause I don't know How to make this feeling stop
CHORUS Just so you know this feelings taking control of me and I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let it win now I thought you should know I tried my best to let go, of you but I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know
This emptiness is killing me and I'm wondering why I waited so long Looking back I relized, it was always there to stand spoken and I'm waiting here been waiting here mmmm.....
CHORUS Just so you know this feelings taking control of me and I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let it win now I thought you should know I tried my best to let go, of you but I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me