Today was Maths quiz 1, and I screwed it up badly. Lose 5% of my overall maths results for nothing. I drilled on the maths question today. I was darn sure that it will probably come out the basics of each topic she taught. Little did I know that the teacher decided to kill us off within one quiz. The next quiz is two weeks away, and it is on fourier series. This is so stoopid, why must there be Engineering Mathematics in the Engineering world. It only makes life miserable.
I wonder if any of you have this experience of being with the girl you like everyday, but is forced by ur personal feelings to keep it from her that u like her? Well I am facing it currently. I thought I could never get over Audrey. Now I am very sure that I have included a final fullstop in that wonderful story. It is now the start of a new story. I was sure because even when my mum tore and threw awae her photos, I wasnt a bit miserable. Just felt a little sad for a while. I went to Causeway point with Alvin and CY today to get something for Andy Lau's birthday. Went pass a Samuel & Kevin's Outlet and saw a jacket on promotion which suits the girl I like presently. Simple and sweet. Costs $25, which is at a special discounted price. Looking at the pathetic amount in my wallet, I bet I wun be able to get in on time. By the time I saved enough, I tink the promotion would be longed over. It is reallie unbearable, she got me sth for my birthday and I dun have enough money to get her one. Worse of all, I dun even noe when her birthday is. Do I have wad it takes to gain her love? I want to confess, I want to noe hw she feels towards me. But I dun wanna feel hurt. It is not a sure thing tt I will get wad I want. It never happened in real life before. The worse feeling to have is when a guy in the same lecture hall tried to get touchy with her, I was forced to restrain myself from doing anything. I really wanted to push that guy away, grab her hands and run to another place and tell that I dun like her to be with other guys. Who am I to do that? Sometimes, I wonder if I am born to this world to love anyone. Cuz I dun seem to have guts to confess.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me