Gundam 00 - Gundam Meister

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Pleased to see the work of God

I am so glad that I finally see Anna grow up. Went to her Christmas performance today. Grrr...Ben ps me at the last minute, saying that he dun 1 2 be present in a Christian function. Come on, believing in Christ is by one's decision, no one can force you to convert, I dun remember forcing u to believe in Christ these 2 years in school. I was reluctant to go in at first, but I was eager to find out whether I can stop worrying about this silly girl. I am glad that I made the correct decision. Anna Lim Mei Shan, she finally grew up. I see the work of the Lord. Praise the Lord. It takes great courage for someone to share their life story in front of a big audience, especially when one has a dark past. I knew when she was 14, Anna was a confused young girl, unsure about where she should go. She is a Christian, or she claimed that she was at tt pt of time. However, she refuses to listen or read the gospel at tt pt of time. I remember when I started sharing some testaments with her in school, she said she doesnt want to tok abt the Bible. So I knew at that point of time, she hasnt reallie accepted Christ. I started praying for her, inviting her to my church's fellowship, but she always declined. At tt pt of time, I rebuked God, blaming Him for not answering my prayers for Anna. I realised how wrong I was, Anna had changed, though it is not by me. God answered my prayers. Look at her, she is a mature young lady, decent and sweet. Yeah she has alwaes been sweet and everything, but her disrespect of God's word has covered the word sweet. After listening to Anna's life story, I felt that I have failed my duty as her friend. I noe she was really hurt and everything, esp. after that freak cheated her feelings, but I didnt noe she attempted sucide. When she said that, I almost wept, but I managed to control myself. I asked myself, why didnt I asked her? She was there to listen to me, but why didnt I listened to her. I realised that Anna was being very understanding. So wad if she tells me, I wun noe how to solve her problems as I have got mine. In the end, both of us are going 2 suffer. I remember when I returned to Bartley for the first time after my Os, I saw that irresponsible freak who cheated her. I cant tell how pissed I was at tt pt of time. Worse of all, he dated someone who condemned me when I was sec 1. I felt like thrashing him up when I saw him, but I controlled myself by grabbing my jeans tight on the side, and also said a prayer. Wads over is over. Moreover, Anna chose to follow the Lord after that setback. Anna, I am proud of u, continue to walk with the Lord.

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