Had a real rough day today. Two girls PS mi. Imagine bringing a birthday cake to school to celebrate a fren's birthday and the birthday girl didnt turn up. In addition to that, the fren whu is waiting for u at the mrt station chose to leave when she said she will wait for u. Its just not my dae. Plus LC lost her temper by asking me to go and die todae. I merely asked her to help me pass some CDs to her sister. She can just give me an excuse politely, her reply really hurts me alot. Been pushed around by girls since young, which includes my mum. If there is reallie the existence of Death Notes and I happened to pick up, I might end up being the next Kira. Thats what Alvin joked about this afternoon. The Kira who appeared later towards the end of the comic series had gone thru wad I had gone thru. That remark reallie hurt me, plus all the incidents which happened in the morning. I was totally moodless in doing the lab test which commences today. Plus the lab supervisor is a meanie who just refuse to help.
My heart hurts badly today after the lab test. I dunno why I felt that bad. To make things worse, I received a real hurting tag when I reached home. Someone told me to seriously slim down cuz its funnie to be a police with my size. Why? Why are people so biased against me? I have seen extremely obese people in the force and are also doing well. I am like only half of their size even though i am obese. Now, I have to say that there isnt any real villians in Death Note. If the other Kira didnt get bullied all the wae till university, if people wun look at him thru tinted glasses, I am sure he wun use the Death Note. I tried to be nice to people around me, but they sae things that bring me down. They repay my kindness with prejudism. Although I disagreed with Yagami Light all along, but I think that something that he said in Volume One was totally correct. "This world...is rotten..."
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me