Feeling kinda terrible recently, and I dunnoe why exactly. Perhaps been hurt emotionally recently. This feeling just haunts me frequently, no matter how long it had already happened. She didnt turned up despite promising me to come down, which made me left school with a broken heart. Now I finally realise that being rejected by someone isnt as bad as u think, at least you have attempted in courting her. Have u ever court a girl who gt herself attached right before u plucked up the courage to confess to her. Now the life is like hell to me. You dunno whether to avoid her or to get close to her. It is like a desperate fight within. Now I am dying to leave Singapore to further my studies, so that I can forget about the failures I had in Singapore. My aim now is to be like Near, lock my emotions awae from the outside world. Maybe I will feel better this wae. Adopt a few kids, making sure they acheive their dreams and live a normal life by getting a decent wife/husband and building up their family. That would be the happiest thing I would want to acheive in life.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me