`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Freakin heartache last nite
Sorry I wasnt able to update yesterdae, having a sudden case of heartache. Yeah i meant heartache, H-E-A-R-T-A-C-H-E. Dun ask mi why, loads happen yesterdae to me emotionally. And when I faced myself in the mirror, I supposed its true. who didnt changed much despite telling everyone tt I would change in terms of looks. Well everyone has their own sad stories to tell. I am just simply constraint and controlled at home. I cant change myself simply buy going down to the salon and change the colour and style of my hair or to the optician to get a new spectacle frame/contact lenses. I cant do all this, my mother took awae all my authority to make my own decisions. You can say, "You can use your own savings, where r ur savings?" My savings is alwaes confiscated if my mum find it out. Anything which I want to buy, I have to go thru her. This time she went back against her word. She said she wants us all to have a change of specs since our specs are quite old. Wad now? My sis and bro can get a change of specs but not me becuz I am entering army nxt year. Den dun blame mi if ur 2nd son cant get himself a wife and continue the family line, leave it to the eldest son den.
I thought I will forget about acheiving my ambition of adopting children and nurturing them after yesterday. But when I woke up in the morning, the burning desire to nurture orphans was stronger than ever. I will make sure I nurture them into talents, and make sure they r popular among the opposite sex. I want them to be successful, without giving them too much stress. I will adopt two children for a start, naming them Near and Mello （黄尼亚 与 黄梅珞）I noe the reaction of some people, esp. those scum of the earth. "zzzz...Watch too much Death Note liao la" No. I have reason for that. I didnt meant tt I hope my sons would be like them. The kid whom I named Near, I hope he would be a smart prodigy but also a caring kid. Likewise, the kid that I named Mello, I hope he would be emotional, but alwaes remain calm in any situations. Get it? Something which both Near and Mello wants to acheive in the story.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me
