Really in a state of confusion now. Why do I still cry over someone who threw me down from somewhere high? When I see her photo in friendster today, the memories which I thought I have long forgotten came back like a whirlwind. The feelings is still there, deep within my heart. I think even after a thousand years, I will never forget her. An image of her will suddenly come into my mind, anytime in my life. I have been lying to myself that I have long put her somewhere at the back of my brain. I let the lie eat me up alive. I am still asking why, why doesnt she want me. 4 years of courtship, why doesn't she feel anything for me? No wonder I got rejected recently. Even the most idiot girl on earth will noe there is someone else still in my heart.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me