Just came back from some sport activities with some of my church members. Muscles are kind of tense, but it was quite ok. Played basketball and badminton. I must say playing badminton with my church members allow me to play seriously. I remember kept missing the shuttlecock when I was suppose to serve. Ping Yong, Swee Tiong and Han marked me as the black sheep. Teaming up with me is like a sacrifice to them, wondering if I made frens with the correct people. I really thought I lost touch with badminton and I am more like a hindrance than a help in the team. However, my church members proved me wrong. The members who played with me today are formal national representatives, and I happen to help my team win. I never missed a single shot when serving today. Whats worse, I used a badly damaged handle badminton racket, one which is worse than the one I used when I played with my classmates. I realised that man cant determine the man you will be, only God can do it. Because He created us, He knows whats good for us and He bless us with different abilities and talents.
I thought I have forgotten about the SMSes she sent me last night. I am sure I forgotten about it for a moment when I was with my Church members today. However, I received another sms from her when I got home. She asked me what was the rumour that my fren spread amongst themselves when she was walking with her guy classmate. I dunno how I felt when I saw that SMS. Up till now, I see couples facing ordeals and tribulations to get together. Although it is sad to see them facing these tribulations, I was hoping I will be able to face it to. Some may say, "Arent you facing it right now?" All along, I have been facing it alone. It was a one sided love always, ALWAYS. If the girl whom I like reallie likes me in return, and we faced the tribulations and ordeals together, I would feel more bless.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me