I will be having my NAPFA tmr. Dang, I am basically just going there to fail. If not for the school's funny standard of requiring participation of NAPFA in order to pass National Education, I wun even dare to take NAPFA this semester. I guess I will just have a feel of it first. Pretty nervous, I wonder who will be there to take NAPFA. Made this mistake of not attending the school's NAPFA session. I was worried of my foes laughing at me when I am doing my NAPFA. I totally forgotten that at least in school, I have a few of my frens encouragements to overshadow dogs barkings. Taking Private means taking with total strangers. Well I have to face the music.
Today, John was suppose to meet me to study for this Friday's common test paper, but it was already too late. He thought I was catching Jay Chou's first self directed movie, The Secret, with Alvin today. Forgotten to tell him that we cancel it as Alvin has yet to recover from his flu. As I alwaes leave at plus 4, he wun have much time to study with me. So I will be meeting him and a few others after my NAPFA tmr. I dunno whether i shld study with him alone or together with the other. I noe John is helpful so I dun mind studying with him. However, the few others who asked me to study with them arent as helpful as John. Where were they when my board malfunctioned? They didnt even bother to help me troubleshoot. One whom I thought would help me didnt help at all. There are only 3 people who reallie helped mi in my current class. Namely Ming Koon, Samuel and John. In addition to that, I am sure they wun be happy if I bring John along to study. They claim that he wun study if he is with us. They are very skeptical of people. Maybe I should study with John alone. Maybe if Samuel calls, then I will ask him to join us.
Raymond and a few others joined me in the tutorial room. Well they cant find a tutorial room, so whats the point of holding on to the tutorial room when I am alone? She was with them, and I was reallie speechless. I thought I wun feel anithing but I was wrong. When she is close to the other guys, I feel extreme sadness overwhelming me. Jealousy is firing me up but I kept my cool. On the way to the MRT station, I walked with them home. Raymond and his frens were gossiping behind her about the relationship between her and the guy whu is walking beside him. I know it isnt true, but I feel a tinge of jealousy within me. I wonder if they remember my feelings for her.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me
