Went beach strolling in the afternoon today. Yeah its the public holidae and the beach would be very crowded, so why go? Well...it beats lying down at home, having too much in mind.
Strolling in the beach didnt reallie make me feel better emotionally either. Seeing so many couples holding hands lovingly, I looked at myself and my hands; I am still holding on to air. I know, ppl have been telling me this, you have to fight for your love. However, I think otherwise. Love isnt superficial, it is something more than that. Having the special someone in your heart always beats forcing them to be with u. I know she doesnt like me. Unless I touched her, or I will never force her to be with me. She doesnt seemed touched till now, so i tink i will be staying single till death. Up till now, I have been trying to woo different girls. But after a while, I dun feel the pt wooing them, as my heart isnt reallie with them. Merely wooing to forcefully push her out of memories and move on. It isnt a good feeling, nor is it fair to those girls.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me