Gundam 00 - Gundam Meister

`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Identify your friends

2nd day in Stagmont camp, time pass so slowly here. A hypnotiser bombing us with some stoopid information which cant be registered in my brains totally. However, I learnt many other things about life within one day.

Well I can sae I learn it thru the hard day. Days in unit aint like the days in BMT, where majority of the ppl u work with r like true brothers to u. None except one are like those in my current unit, although we r of the same rank. You might us, "Whats the difference? Aren't they humans too?" Yeah they are humans, but they dunnoe u well enough, and somehow i think the company i was in BMT have much humble ppl than other companies. Ok basically, they have been thru things with u in which ur other camp mates nv went thru. Imagine u labelled as a 'weakling' or 'chao keng' when u r Out-Of-Training by ur camp mates. There are people who are still recruits in my unit, but they dun believe the reason why I was given out-of-training. In fact, ALL of them took it as a joke and laughed at me, "if you are that great, why not sign on?" Esp. 2 of my course mates back when we were still trainees, one piece of fat lard and one fake monk. However, I met my BMT buddy yesterday in Stagmont camp and he told me something which made me bear with those disgusting insults my camp mates hurled at me. He said that there r some Privates who pass out of BMT by acting and hiding like a coward and den get pass it as easy as ABC. Although I didnt complete my BMT, I went thru it being myself and facing it like a man, without hiding around like a coward. If there is one thing that I lost to them is that I am not smart enough to get thru BMT the easier way but thru the true hard way. Well it made me feel a lot better, at least I feel that I am not alone. He even added that if I really want them to shut their mouths up, the whole Bronco Company Plt 4 is behind me. There are like 48 recruits who can be my testimonies. Well, after hearing that, I feel that I shld bear with the sing song attitude tt my camp mates have towards my BMT. At least, I gained the respect of 48 true brothers of my BMT company. Thanks guys.

Today, I felt so alone in the emart despite it being crowded. I went there to get my beret and the cap badge. However, my E-credits are running short, so I need to borrow. None of my unit mates are willing to loan mi any, and one preferred to loan to another guy, the rest wanted to keep them to themselves. I called my BMT buddy, but his handphone was switched off, i guess he is on course or something. The only guy who will definitely come to my aid is uncontactable, so how? Den I remembered, one of my church bros is in Stagmont as a Signaller Spec, so I called him. And Thank God, he was in camp! He came down to the e-mart with his 11B and paid with his credits. Thanks Jamin, it is no wonder ur men said good things abt u, u r reallie a great commander. Fully-transformed Christians are natural welfare leaders who take care of their men, that I can guarantee. I realised how stoopid I was to be spending too much time with my camp mates instead of my plt mates and my church mates. They are the real and true family in my life. Like Sgt Jamin, he came down to my aid without grumbling. I know exactly how far it is to walk from his unit over to the e-mart, but he still did it selflessly just to pay for my beret and my camp badge. I promised to put in more time to Church committments instead of the meaningless cohesions within the unit or camp mates.

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