`Gundam 00 dispatching enemy ;
Operation over..waiting for removal of stitches
Right was intending to blog yesterday but oh well, just finished my day surgery in SGH. After the anaesthetic wore off, both my ears started to have the stitching pain. So I ate the painkillers which the doctor had prescribed me with. I guess those were not painkillers after all. My guess is those are sleeping pills, which would make mi go into a deep sleep so that I wun feel the pain, cuz thats exactly what happened to me. I slept from like 1pm to 3:30pm. When I wake up, I no longer feel the pain but damn, my pillow was stained cuz my right ear was bleeding while i was sleeping. Luckily it was just a tear drop stain. I must say those medicine are real useful to me as I am having insonmia tis few nights due to something which I dun want to mention here. Those who knows me shld know why.
I wish that I can gulp down those pills and sleep forever. But hey, Aviva Insurance will not cover the loss of life due to sucide, my family will lose out tis wae. Besides, I havent found out the reason why she is ignoring me. There are clues but arent clear. I mean no one bring up the topic of breaking up with his/her partner thru blog. It is either thru phone, sms or in person. So I aint sure yet, just hope she doesnt. If in the end, the problem is that she cheated my feelings, then I am the world's most foolish person if i committed sucide. Worst of all is that she didnt want to break up and the reason why she hadnt been replying is due to her tight schedule, I would have her another person besides my family and loved ones.
I have my dear frens, brothers and sisters of Christ who will stood by me. Especially my group of bros and sis of Christ, Sgt Jamin, Raymond, Xiang Jun who would listened to me. Why shld I do sth stoopid. I will just sit quietly and wait for a reply.
Went a so called short tour around my place's nearest shopping mall, Parkway Parade. Bought two ordinary dry tech polo tee, white and pink. Was looking for Cyan color, but it was out of stock, so I made do with the pink one, since I dun have tt color. Den went over to 77th street to look for an accessories. I made it a pt to buy a new accesory for myself before CNY. These time i bought a cross chain. Looks cool. Last of all, went over to Sembawang Music Centre to buy "BY2" music album, the duo who are like only 16 of age. Real talented girls, pretty too. Remind me of...well it doesnt matter. Cashier told me to find one more item, cuz they were having promotion. 2 albums, 10% discount. 3 at 15% discount. Well, I only managed to find 1 more album which catches my eye, quite old too though. Angela 5.0 album. Love her songs, though her pitch are a bit too high.
Well now I am back home, all prepared for tmr's church sundae sch and spring cleaning lolx. Being busy isnt such a bad thing after all, at least I aint thinking anithing stoopid.
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SETSUNA name: Darren Ng age: 21
Occupation: SAF Gundam Meister
bday: 06101988
WISH
*Christ 2nd coming
*A just world
*God's better half for me